MY PROTECTORS , CARETAKERS , JAILORS , LOVERS,..

FIRST LET ME SAY I’M A CREE-A-TOR IN TRAINING…,,,,,,,,,,.i caused everything in creation , all of existence , in the universe————- …..MEANING ………I CREATED ALL….at times I realize it in ITS totality—– …Other times ITS a extremely bewildering concept thought ,to even… begin to comprehend..,… I know what you are thinking– LIKE how can this LONG HAIR artist ,biker ,, Vietnam vet flashback—- call him self the cree-a-tor of the universe?…. I mean that is some balls …to say that everything in existenece-he created it — FIRST OF ALL— this little half FILLIPINA TOLD ME SO DAMMIT !!!!! AND BACKED IT UP!!!—PIXY HAS BEEN GUIDING ME , TRAINING ME , REDUCATING ME , PUTTING MY MIND INTO CERTAIN STATES ,…I DONT KNOW OF THE EXTENT OF WHAT SHE CAN DO , BUT IT IS AMAZING WHAT I WITNESS EVERY DAY , SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS GIVEN MY STUFF TO HOLD AND PROTECT ( GIVEN TO HER BY ME IN THE CREATOR STATE ), and that when I’M READY IN THIS STATE ….. i WOULD COME TO CLAIM IT…… CUZ I WOULD BE NEEDING IT , IT IS ALSO HER JOB TO MAKE SURE I KNOW ALL…… ABOUT EVERYTHING….. BEFORE SHE CAN LET ME HAVE IT….. SHE WAS CREATED SO WELL THAT THE INFORMATION COMES TO HER ONLY WHEN I’M READY…. iF i go backwords and regress…. well .,…then forget it —- then so does she, she regresses……….. yes I know how that sounds ……….but she did searched me out , in fact in the 80’s SHE and her husband saw my image ..larger in life ,filling the sky above Ojai IN CALIF….( so she actually knew what I LOOKED LIKE)……. IT was not until SHE heard or felt a prayer from my brother >>>>THE almighty<<< …. yes my brother has had his own shit to contend with ( IN HIS AWAKENING), AND still in THE midst of all of the stuff he was going through …he had asked for someone , OR SOMETHING TO HELP ME ………………………….. now Pixy , had been looking for me basically all her life……she recieved it .. (the –prayer) from my brother — on her inner communication from the infinite interdimensional space in her Head ….which directed her to the bar I worked at , as a bouncer it was not a like a VOICE SAYING , HEY PIXY !!!!the cREATOR is WORKING AT THIS BAR ..HERES THE ADDRESS , she had been at this lounge before, ..some decent bands played here . Bands THAT provided her with the music that she does her meditative , tribal ,erotic, dance too….. WHICH RELEASES THE universal tensions she is hammered with almost hourly………………She said I WAS BARELY ALIVE –AND YOU KNOW …SHE WAS CORRECT……. AFTER establishing a verbal , and visual frendliness with me over a period of months the words can I FUCK came out of her mouth one evening at closing time …— AFTER she had said that , she realized what came out of her mouth and turned 3 different shades of red .,.. it was designed to further a relationship with me . in Another instance , that type of thing happened a couple weeks later when we were on her porch…..she was getting ready to shine me on , and tell me to hit the road ,,when all of a sudden she is thrown from her chair skinning her knee … planting a juicy kiss on me … which was much to her supprise.. cuz she had no control over what was happening…SO THAT ACT TOLD HER to not mess WITH WHAT WAS going on ……after that — the sexual 4 letter word occured in all its painted glory…. SHE had told me that I was barely alive…..and she was CORRECT….my previous jailors had almost sucked the life force out of me …and not sexually either….she gets what you call God communications in her ……Cree-A-Tor is the proper word…….it was a little perplexing , and hard for her,for a long time…. cuz while she was talking to me verbally when I was next to her …i was communicating in the CREE-A-TOR MODE at the same time in her head, which I was not even aware of–. WE’ll BE TALKING .. and suddenly she would would start laughing at something that was communicated to her in her head whether i was talking or not –I TELL YOU —DO YOU WANT TO KNOW HOW FUCKING HARD IT WAS TO talk to Pixy in the BEGINNING….. WHEN I DID NOT KNOW WHAT THE hell WAS GOING ON..i’d get pissed , frustrated and leave …. and come back days later for another dosage of another reality.. I thought I had intense training before Pixy ,in my past realationships ,with , suicidal , pychotic ,. self proclaimed psychic, controlling , over bearing women .. I thought it got me ready in some degree for this experience with PIXY..BUT ACTUALLY IT WAS NOT EVEN CLOSE….lets say I JUST had to be more receptive…..BECAUSE SHIT !!!!nothing else was working…..MY PATH FROM dutch CHRISTIAN .religion, ,,, VOODOO, the occult , withcraft , hinduism ,buddism , freemasons , ,mystic and ascended masters ,solara , Great white brotherhood, St germain , and Eckankar..worked slightly for me ..but alas was all for naught… i had to reshape my system of knowing. and awareness….. AS PIXY SAID …” I WAS BARELY ALIVE “>>WHEN WE MET IN THIS MATERIAL STATE . —-she was correct…………….my creator mode can be seen in some of my pictures from our web site………..iT WAS ALWAYS QUITE EASY for her to recognize me not in that mode , aside from feeling it instantly…..I look different and actlike an asshole……WHEN IN the proper state i am who I am.

———-your story iS THAT you THINK YOU all have to die to get to heaven ,TO get to me.. THATS IN CORRECT no one has to DIE…NO ONE HAS TO DIE, NO ONE HAS TO DIE ..IT IS NOT A DAM DEQUIREMENT OF LIFE …ONCE AGAIN ..NO ONE HAS TO GET SICK , AGE , AND DIE.. ONE LAST LAST TIME, I SAY THESE WORDS TO ALL OF YOU …VIA THIS MODE FOR ALL OF YOU… ..NO ONE HAS TO DIE………………………………….BEING AS SMART AS pixy says I am … I put my self through evolution WHICH FOR THE ONLY REASON WAS TO put my arms around AND hold my PIXY….ITS MY UNIVERSE …..AND I CAN DO WHAT I WANT…. AND TO HOLD THIS FANTASTIC WOMAN …. THE ONE ,THAT ALL WOMEN CAME FROM was what I wanted….. YES I’M THAT POWERFUL….THAT’S REALLY ALL PEOPLE , i mean REALLY ..THAT…IS….ALL!!!!…….. IT WAS FOR PIXY AND MYSELF ….—ALL OF CREATION—- ..not for humankind , ………………READ THE OTHER BLOGS FOR ,,,, MORE OF THE INFO on me and PIXY .. ………………………… LISTEN !!!., LISTEN..!!!!!!LISTEN!!!! I MEAN REALLLY LISTEN!!!!all of you, right now ….. WE ARE ALL IN A LOOP….PERPETUATED BY THE FOOLS WHO RUN THIS planet THAT DOES NOT BELONG TO THEM……BREAK THE LOOP……. . GET OFF THIS TRACK you are on .. …………………………REALIZE THAT WE ARE ARE THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..AT THE STATE,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYONE OF those DAM MISDIRECTING RELIGIONS AND SPIRITUAL institutions CLAIM THEY WILL TAKE YOU….YOU ARE ALLREADY THERE….YOU ARE ALREADY THERE ….you are allready there…..realize it ….be aware of it ………. I will SAY THIS , YELL IT, SCREAM IT , …WE ,YOU , THEY.THEM ,THOSE , ARE ALREADY AT THE STATE OF EVOLUTION WE NEED TO BE …………………AND have been … for a long while ……be aware of it ___ AWAYS ____…if you cant comprehend this , try to make your self TRY ….DAMMIT ITS FOR YOUR SURVIVAL …. BECAUSE EXISTENCE CAN AND WILL END, TO YOU WHO DO NOT TRY ……WAITING FOR CHRIST TO COME IS NOT HAPPENING….HIS BOSS IS HERE TO TELL YOU THIS … THIS IS THE ONLY WAKEUP CALL …. …NOT ONE OF THE FOOLs IS COMMING BACK … EXISTENCE WILL CEASE FOR YOU . TO THOSE AND THEIR RITUAL DRINKING COFFEE,THEIR MORNING READING , PAPER MEDIA , OR LOOKING AT THAT INFERNAL TUBE IN YOUR HOUSE,. (ITS EMITTS SO MUCH CRAP ON ALL LEVELS ,IT WOULD SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOU . IF YOU KNEW THE EXTENT OF IT…ITS FOR CONTRL THESE DEVICES THAT SEEM TO INFORM — ARE IN REALITY– YOUR DEVIL……………saying CHRIST DIED FOR YOUR SINS….. AND GOING TO CHURCH SAVES YOU,, are you kidding me ?… that is not correct-…this human form and all that it is , houseS , the emotional , mental , etheric bodies,… will not be able to make the tranSITION to the level of …using 100% of you mind, UNDERSTAND that which I JUST SPOKE…. LIVE IT , WORK BY IT, LOVE BY IT,….. want a boost ….read ALEISTER crowely …. THIS GREAT MAN HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR HUMANKIND …THAT YOU ARE NOT AWARE OF ………THE MEDIA , POLICTICAL ARENA AND ALL CONNECTED, COULD NOT TURN HIM, AND USE HIM FOR THEIR PURPOSES …..SO THEY TRIED TO DESCREDIT HIM …WITH the 666 devil crap……they this to keep you unaware of things, by scaring you and saying theres the devil,IF YOU HAVE a CLUE THEN READ HIS WORKS …… LIBER ALEPH vel CXl–the book of wisdom and folly is a must …….the book of the law is also …they are more than words ,they are a fequency a vibration within you , that stirs ,and sets you, places you and feeds you , helping you through the veils of ignorance,called darkness, that the human machine lays overs us , to inhibit us in all ways….. his THOTH TAROT …… is hard hitting and will tell you directly,,, to get off your ass…………………………………………………………………………if you dont read THEN ….look and listen ..I MEAN REALLY LISTEN TO YOUR CHILDREN ..THAT child like innocence YOU SEE …is the strength through innocence i speak of….. it is not contaminated by thOSE , AND THEM ,. LISTEN ,, I AND PIXY CANT DO IT FOR YOU. WE CANNOT NOT WIPE YOUR BUTT…. your time is running out ……………look at The heaven about you , all that is here…..YES THIS IS HEAVEN YOU DIPS…THE HUMANS THAT were maintaining this universal map of mine , did all this shit. FOR CONTROLIING YOU ..INSTITUTING HUMAN TIME……AND IT BLOWS MY MIND…..BECAUSE THEY ARE EVOLUTING ALSO………GETTING USE OF 100% OF ONES MIND TRANCENDS EVERYTHING IN THIS MATERIAL WORLD..ALL OF YOUR GREEDY , SELFISH, VAIN , SELF ABSORBED, JEALOUS . ANGRY , SAD , HURTFUL , PRIDE , KILLING ,TERRIBLE ,HORRIFIC CONTENT WAYS….DO NOT ,AND WILL NOT MEAN SHIT WITH 100% USE OF THE MIND PUT INTO PLAY . WHEN IT IS ACTVATED………YOU WILL BE IN A STATE WHERE INCORRECT MEANS NOTHING …the bliss people refer to as wanting …..is much more …. in this correct reality..and IT IS BEAUTIFUL FUN ,,,FUN ,,FUN

growing up ….i was on my own alot… I was watched by many…. kindergarten to high school. …my growing years gave me many looks into my true self….. The abyss (void) where it all began…I saw alot .,..LETS SAY i worked the hardest ever when i was napping when i was a child……dreaming this has to be redefined….which will be done at another time.

….. I AM GIVING SOME INCIDENTS IN DETAIL ….THAT THE PROTECTORS.. were definately involved in …joined the airforce in 1968……………….near air miss going to texas..basic training……………………. so called friends …got me wasted on a bottle of 151 ..and vodka……… at witchita falls sheppard air base . on x-mas ..eve 1969…i woke up on a top bunk of barracks 2 away from mine…..right next to the open window ,…snow on the ground outside ,,,,commng in the window…i had no clothes on…my wet cloths were on the floor ….frozen …i do not know how i survived….with snow on me blowing in…about 20 degrees..i have Vw accident scenerio described before as well as other air incidents in previous blogs

volunteered for vietnam ……went to florida to train on AIE gunships for VietNam……flight there a near miss with 2 aircraft…lear jet close enough to see eveyone wave…..at that same time a navy f-4 was comming STRAIGHT UP .. IT MISSED WING FLAP , IT SEEMED TO BE CHASING US . I saw capt bars on his PILOTS helmet …..while he wizzed by us at 20 thousand feet.,………Flight to VietNam…I was next to a escape door…over a wing….it was ajar ..the entire flight i could see the outside through crack….no one even got back to me on it ..WE touch down in tokyo…..the door effortlessly opens BY ITSELF………………

first week in vietnam…..3 rocket and mortar attacks,,,,,… first one hit THE EXACT SPOT THE AIRCRAFT –EC-47….HAD SAT, WITH ME riding brakes 1 minute before…….it was hit by a 122 ……..booked on to a bunker ,………..WHILE IN THE BUNKER A LARGE BOMB SIZE 180 MORTAR HIT nearly taking out the bunker,,,,….. a rocket hits right outside the bunker outside barracks 2 days after………..the next day i was talking to a friend of mine sitting in a tower on the perimeter ,while I was on the ground… a rocket passes through his roof while we were jiving ..knocking it off ..exploding when it hit the ground.. it exploded away from us about 25feet ….

in Danang……….A ROCKET hit outside the movie Theater we were watching a movie .. the secondary explosion did not go off SO I’M HERE … a week later ,the barracks next us got hit and exploded out our way … but the secondary explosion did not go off on that one either…that was not luck my friends…………
..I WAS RIDING BRakes ON a rpm test WITH A BUDDY OF MINE…WHEN A 122 ROCKET PASSED about 3 feet over the nose of the aircraft we were testing the 2 engines on,exploding from about 10 feet outward from the back of the aircraft ………………….WHILE SEEING SOME FRIENDS OFF at the commercial part of the DaNng airport we passed 3 marines …..30 seconds later we heard a bump…and a marine came flying through the air with a base ball size hole in his head, these marines looked alot like us in fact exactly…. HE WAS HIT BY A TRUCK step van … THIS WAS AT NIGHT ………while at the airport …..3 vietnamese kids were arrested in front of us with satchel charges explosives strapped around their body, THEY WERE GOING TO BLOWUP THE AIRPORT AND ME ——- ….while Surfing the famous china beach –BOB hope was putting on a show in land at an army base called freedom hill with AnnMargret. headliner .,,,SO I HAD THE whole BEACH TO MYSELF, . I PADDLED OUT TO THE BARGE got on it for about one half an hour and got some rays …thIS BARGE USED TO SKI OFF OF …. i’m just groovin a waiting for a set of waves TO COME IN ….I HEAR THE unmistakable sound of a 122 rocket hit the beach…WA…WOOM …..one hits sand and trees , another is walked about 50 yards from the first ..then another …50 yards after that ALL HITTING BEACH AND SOME TREES EXCEPT # 4 HITS the ski barge which is even with me about a hundred feet ….i rolled off the board and went deep into the water avoiding wood and 50 gallon drums flying everywhere….SHIT THERE WAS NO ONE AT THE BEACH . they were watching good old bob at the base ( i call that targeting )protectors thank you for ADJUSTING MY timing…. back at the job on the flight line …..while waiting for our plane to come back….a wingtip tank of a military jet explodes about 3ofeet from us…….there is also the episode of a security police stopping me from lighting a CIG cuz he suspected that a lighter i just picked off the ground contained c-4 explopsive …. IT WAS— i did not lose my head…… theres much more to vietnam flight back..and MY FINAL BASE i WAS AT BEFORE MY end of term….one surreal one was when a munitions man asked me to help him down load a pod rocket, which held lots of rockets. there was not any supposed to be in it ….I was in front of it… i’m in the process of taking the pin out to let it drop …well it has no pin and drops and hits the ground before my hands are on it while i’m in front of it…it has one armed missfire in it that falls out hitting me …. but does not go off…….. THANK YOU MY PROTECTORS

WHY I WENT ON like I diD……. WAS TO GIVE YOU AN IDEA OF MY PROTECTORS…………….. i THANK ALL OF THEM …….When I SAW PIXY IN THE beginning …and talked about my brother the almighty……..She freaked and said we were here to destroy the planet……………………………………………………….. I DID NOT PAY ANY ATTENTION to that …..until I learned….That all the womeN THAT WERE put in my life been were to…be my caretakers….watchers , jailors even at times…as well as lovers …….cuz no one is sure what my bro and i are going to do with this globe…………………. well my wild ride is for a big reason………its not my nature to destroy what I create ……..pixy says I have the power ,and the army , And my brother……….Well………. I”M NOT that pissed off yet, so that is the best way to put it ….but there are thingS in place that will happen ,, you got to help yourself and others ………………do the signal as much as you can,,,,,, its in early blogs (any questions about it please talk to Pixy)….do what is correct at all times…………. you will be amazingly supprised– of what the signal when done as often as you can ..can do for yourself , friends family ..the globe and me …just imagine everyone on the planet doing same thing , together at the same time .,..it has never been done,ever– you can do it–……..this site is for real,,.it is no joke …we will be more than happy to communicate on a one to one level WITH anyone who is sincere…. Thank you—–The CREE-A-Tor…and my beautiful PIXY