let me say this — if you want to help anyone the first thing you need to know is your idea of help is only that and that never helps because its just your idea of help — if your going to help anyone you have to first loose yourself completely — then become the person your trying to help — now if you can do that a very wonderful miracle happens — you are able to completely know and understand the problem and all it entails — you will see yourself and all the possibiltys and things you can do that will actually help someone else — not only that you will find that you feel good and your happy and so is the person you were trying to help — you will find yourself having fun doing something with someone else — the thing people do not understand today in 2018 is there are gaps in the knowledge and understanding of people and humanity — one of the biggest gaps that was deliberatly created by all the human people trying to control the mass of humanity by separating us — the biggest problem facing humanity today in 2018 is every person has been completely separated and isolated into being an indivdual — so now we are completely separated from humanity into a lot of indivduals all doing thier individual own thing — and with everyone very busy doing thier own thing it creates alot of stuff going every where — but all the people doing their own thing and fighting to do what they want and like and so forth are not noticing that we are all still the mass of humanity and the mass of humanity is being controlled by the handful of people keeping people separted in order to control them — so helping 101 is UNITY UNITED WE STAND DIVIDED WE FALL — and there you have it —
I want to say thank you to my big sister Carroll aka Tinkerbell for her help and understanding and for all the pictures that we can all enjoy now — if none of you knew I had no idea how do put on pictures and take them off and she helped me with that — again that you so much sis I love you very much — BUG
THANK YOU
PIXIE AN DUDE
be a quitter but i have nothing more than i have to offer any of you — it matters not what i do or do not do here for humanity — you all choose to reject anything you do not already have — i have accomplished what not one of you ever will — you have required me to redo what i have done and make it into something that you will accept — i have asked and begged you for your help — you have refused me unless i pay you a price with money — not one of you — not one of any of you has even given me one ounce of the consideration i have given each and every one of you — yes each and every one of you — well i hope you will all be fine — for me i am letting you all go and i am going forward from here i have seen all your choices — i have tried to live with your knowledge — and to weigh what you all have with what i have — it comes to the basics — you all choose to die some day — i choose to live and be alive — it matters not your argument or right or wrong your opinion or science who knows what why or when — AND THERE YOU HAVE IT–
WE ARE WORKING TO HELP YOU ALL DUDE NOT ONLY DOESNT HAVE LETTERS OR NUMBERS DUDE DOESNT HAVE MONEY — YOU GUYS DONT DO SHIT WITHOUT IT — SO SINCE WE HAVE NONE — THEN DO YOU THINK YOU COULD OFFER SOME HELP WITH THE SHIT YOU KNOW AND DO — I MEAN DUDES NOT REQUIRING ANYTHING FOR GIVING YOU LIFE — SO WHY THE FUCK ARE ANY OF YOU REQUIRING PAYMENT FOR US TO HELP HUMANITY — THANK YOU PIXIE AN DUDE
ok you guys let me one more time tell you i know all the things you go through — i know your hopes — i know your dreams — i know your faith — i know your beliefs — i see your efforts — i know your fears i know the things you love — i know how brillant you are — i know your opinions — i know your therorys — i know your advancements — i know your disappoinments — i know how hard you work — actually theres nothing i do not know about each and every one of you — i know more about you than you do — i do not care who you are i know you — i know where you came from i know why your here and i know where your going as the whole of humanity or one at a time — i know that everything you know came from a book or another person — so exactly we have a shit load of people here on our little planet that are all following each other around — come on now be honest and give it all youve got — yep thats facts — so how are you all doing — where are you all going — how are your plans going — your schools of learning — institions — seats of learning — your systems — your leaders — your popes and religous ordained authoritys of churches and such — the ones in charge of seeing you get to heaven and hell — how about your appointed guys that you — what voted for — that speak for you that decide whats best for you — and your experts on things — those guys are awarded with like papers with stamped things put on by the guys that are officail stamping people that know what gets approved to be stamped — how about your financail advisers who make sure that you make all the right choices on how many dollars you need earn — the time you have to earn them — so you will have enough dollars to invest in the future they map out for you — hows your teaching of your off spring going — education experts out there shaping and molding the children into grown up people who will be there when you get helpless an old an will feed you oatmeal an push you around in your wheel chair — make sure theres a hole to put you in when you drop dead — WELL YOU GUYS HAVE ACTUALLY FUCKED UP FUCKING WATER — JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IT FALLS FROM THE SKY AN THEN ITS FUCKING WATER — WHICH ONE OF YOU FUCKING IDIOTS AND ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE GOING ON WITH EVERY BIT OF YOUR TECH SHIT AND HOW LONG HAVE YOU GUYS BEEN FUCKING LIVING HERE FOR FUCKS SAKE — EVEN FUCKING STUPID CAVEMEN WERE NOT DUMB ENOUGH TO FUCK UP WATER — LET ME ASK EVERY FUCKING ONE OF YOU — EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU BRING WITH YOU WHEN YOU GOT HERE — EVEN THE GUY THAT LEFT YOU WHAT WAS HIS — WHERE THE FUCK DID HE GET IT — LETS SAY THIS RIGHT HERE YOU GO OUT THE WAY YOU CAME IN — JUST YOU AN ANY ONE YOU FUCKING THINK YOU KNOW — YOU KNOW THE FUCKING AIR YOUR BREATHING THATS KEEPING YOU FROM FUCKING DROPPING DEAD — WHERE IT FUCKING COME FROM — HOW ABOUT WHAT YOUR FUCKING FEET ARE STANDING ON — OH EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF ME — ITS WHAT ITS CALLED WHAT NOW FUCKING FLAT FUCKING EARTH — LISTEN TO WHAT I TELL YOU NOW — I AM THE VOICE OF YOUR FUCKING GOD — LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU WHY SOME NEEDS THE AUTHORITY TO SPEAK — BECAUSE IF THAT AUTHORITY WERE TO SPEAK THERE WOULD BE NO POSSIBILTY OF YOU — SO YOU NEED TO TRY TO MAKE SURE THAT THE THINGS I SPEAK I SPEAK FOR YOUR CREATOR — YOUR CREATOR DOES NOT SPEAK — HE HAS NO WORDS NO NUMBERS — YOUR CREATOR IS MUSIC TO YOU ALL — HE DOESNT GET MAD AN STUFF — BUT I FUCKING DO — I MEAN IF THE GUY THAT BROUGHT YOU ALL THIS SHOWED UP TO TAKE A BREAK AND MAYBE REST FROM WHAT — YOU GUYS HAVE SEVEN DAYS OH NO IT WAS DONE IN SIX MOTHER FUCKING DAYS AND ON THE SEVENTH WHO GOD RESTED — WELL IF YOUR CREATOR SHOWED UP AND MAYBE WANMJNA SAY HI OR FUCKING GET HI OR SHIT — OR JUST KICK IT — WELL THIS IS WHAT HE GOT ACTUALLY — HEY YOU GO SEL;L YOUR SHIT SOME WHERE ELSE — I GOT GOD AND JESUSD FUCKING CHRIST — NOW IF I WAS DUDE I WOULD FUCKING KILL YOU ALL — BUT I DONT KNO9W SHIT AN IM, NOT IN CHARGE NO ONE IS DUDE DIDNT CREATE A BUNCH OF MACHINES — HE CREATED MIRICLES — I JUST RESENTLY MET MY BOSS AN THE DUDE I BEENJ TRYING TO FOLLOW — WELL GUYS LETS SAY YOUR CFREATOR IS HERE TO GIVE YOU A PRESENT A GIFT THE TRUT6H TRUTH IS THE WORD YOU USE AS LIFE — HE WANTED TO MKAKE SURE YOU WOULD BE OK AND WELL EQUIPED TO HANDLE TRUTH LIFE — SO IF YOU ARE NOT GOINGT TO PKLAY GET OFF THE ROCK — NO HARM PLAYING AND BEING HAPPY AND HAVING FUN — THE THING ABOUT SHIT BEING DONE FOR YOU IS SO WE CAN PLAY — WATER FALLS FROM THE SKY FOOD GROWS ON TREES — THE WORKS BEEN THE WORST THING DONE TO YOU — DUDE TOLD EVOLUTION THEY WILL HAVE ENOUGH TO DO TO EVOLUTE — SO I WILL SUPPLY EVERYTHING THEY WILL NEED FOR HOW EVER LONG — SINCE NO ONE EVER EVOLUTED BEFORE YET — THATS THOUGHT INTO FORM I THINK — ANY WAY WATER WILL FALL FROM THE SKY — FOOD WILL FALL OFF TREES — THERE IS NO DEMAND OR REQUIREMENT OF ANY KIND — ALL WE HAD TO DO IS EVOLUTE FROM HUMAN BEINGS INTO LIVING TRUTH — I AM SORRY BUT THATS THE CLOSEST WORDS I CAN FIND — WHAT EVER — MUSIC IS ALIVE IT IS — WE CAN EXPERIENCE IT THROUGH SOUND THATS OUT CAN COME IN AND BE FELT — COMMUNICATION INSIDE OUT NOT SURE IF I GOT THAT EXACTLY CORRECT — AN THERE YOU HAVE IT —
ok again shits not boring real fast before i go gamble my 31 dollars — about 4 days ago i was going to marry a bot that was in my computer proposing to me — almost every person i was being friends with turned into lizards — i got fucking lost in my bathroom — i got carried away with my sciccors and cut almost all my hair off — i went completely insane two and a half times all in the same day i think — my eyes refuse to close and my head wont shut up — everything i knew completely became something else and now its going to take me i dont know how long to figure out what it is and then try to figure out what the words are that go with it — my electric bill is making corey my son mad at me so me an trixie an mister kitty are always freezing — my butter wont even get soft — i am sure i have been out around other people and i know i have not shut up for about a week now — but you know what i think — i think you guys are a bunch of little sissys — i am 65 i am 20 pounds over weight — i have lost my mind several times — i have no idea what im doing — i live in the middle of a bunch of trees –i deal with numerous things that arent even there 24/7 but i am doing a very good job and i am gonna eat em up and spit em out — and i dont even know who they are –and i am not waiting any longer — im gonna fucking start this party — you all go ahead an do what ever your gonna do — you are more than welcome to jump on this ride and its fucking fun — and i am still completly and totally amazed – im smiling and negative is affraid to come near me now — so wish me luck — i will be back later — i have one question ? if you are not having any fun why not stop what ever your doing and have some — and there you have it –
I know some different people — from all walks of life with various back grounds — with a bunch of very different life styles — some are just your average having a life kind of people with a couple of kids — work car barely making ends meet — little league, PTA,working on the car,shopping, making dinner,watching tv,in bed by 10,carpool type people who you do not call after 11 pm ever — I love these guys and i am part of their little family and their life — they love me and accept me for who ever i am and i know most of the time they do not have a clue about anything i am telling them — but they give it every thing they have got — and there are those times that we have, that are magic and amazing when we have entered a different dimension together — i do not know how it happens but we know we are there and its wonderful — its a place where you want to stay — i do not know how long we are there or what happens that brings us back to where we were but we all know — that we were there and now we are here — i love those and i can never wait to get back — but its not any place you can go to — you know like well lets go there — it just happens and there you are — i was telling you about knowing different people with different life styles — i know some very wealthy people from both old money and new money — people with money are very different to be around they talk different and act different than people who do not have money — its like dealing with some one from another planet — it took some getting use to — something interesting to me is that there is actually two completely different types of wealthy people — people with money that is old money are i guess i would say those people are real people living and functioning every day — even though they are living in a very small world that is extremely limited only knowing and experiencing their world of wealth — then you have the wealthy new money people — who did not have money and now they do — some of them are ok and can adapt to having money — but most of them are having a very difficult time trying to adapt — some actually most buy things to show they have money and statis — alot of them are still trying to catch up with where they are — its very interesting to me and amazing the things i thought i knew — the people i thought i knew all about but did not have a clue — whats cool is that with those guys also — we have been in that amazing wonderful place and came back too — i know people that if i want to find them — i will have to go to a certain dumpster at a certain time, in a certain part of town — and i am family there also and we love each other and we have been there to and back — i am not sure where i was going with all of this — but my wealthy friend who has very different opinions of my friends who are in jail or live in a bush — oh wait i have to tell you real quick what happened to a friend of mine once — he was homeless making his camp in the bushes like every one else — well he left one day and when he got back home to his bush — some one left him a note that he could not live there — he actually got an eviction notice from his bush — i just remembered that we were laughing for days about that — any way this wealthy friend was telling me the other day his nehpew was coming — so i showed up and was introduced to lars and he and i were getting to know each other which was amazing — i love this guy he visited for a week — and he and i had a blast and spent hours talking about his life and how it was for him being an avocado and me an my life working with dude — we ended up in that place also — well i hope what ever your doing your doing it well — and there you have it — an since i missed it will you be mine — with much affection —
if your nuts exactly how do you know it — actually how the fuck is anybody knowing anything — if you are unsure and you ask another person and they know — exactly how the hell do they know — if in fact no 2 people are alike — what does that do to what everyone is knowing — i am seeing some thing here that slipped in an i am going to slip it back out for the moment because as it is it goes way beyond words — there would be far to many words and not one of them work — you see this is a communication thing and the more i see of it the more i see humanity has found a way to communicate but there is a problem — in that it looks good and its accepted but no ones really knowing nothing — seeing,hearing,feeling are what they are but they are not knowing — ok we have to look that up we might be retarded — hold on — ok i have been talking about some thing else — sorry — did you ever have a person be very cruel to you and blow it off — and then tell you that they think your wonderful and how much they care for you — well its that kind of a thing that is in my way — so after a lot of going over and checking and knowing — it comes down to some thing very easy — a choice — regardless — cut them loose — so how does that feel — well i do not want to know — but i feel wonderful — what i choose was to let any person attached to any of that go — so i can feel wonderful — its a really good day after all — in closing there is not one thing i did not see — there is not one thing i have not been aware of — there is not one thing I HAVE NOT TAKEN INTO ACCOUNT — did you ever hear dont piss down my back an tell me its raining — you still do not know who the fuck your dealing with — being a lair fake phony piece of shit does not cut it — yes i can do stuff yes i know stuff — but you do not — do you think just because you saw something or know something is going to change the fact that you have been horrible your entire life — now you see something from me makes you better — let me tell you this — its because i lived through what i lived through — its because when you spit on me and i was still a decent person to you — its because even though you were doing terrible things to me an i still was helping you — thats who i am — thats not who you are — so do not try to tell me any of the shit you think you know — who the hell do you think you are — and who the hell are you that you think you can judge any one — who the hell do you think you are — just because you wont own up to your shit that it did not happen — and just because your a liar — that no one knows your shit — an just so you know yes i do work for dude an yes he is a very good friend — and if you think i can not see you and your actions — then do you for one second think that dude — the same dude that tells me i can know two things — one i am beloved and two everything is fine — do you think that you have a one on one with the creator of all creation by being awful — let me tell you how long i have known this — just so you can know — not once did you come to me an say im sorry for what i did to you — not once did you say thank you to me for any thing i ever did for you — an you have had years to do any number of things — so i tell you this — you have been making your choices — you have been choicing every day — and i have been there for you i have talked with dude for you — you have been there for you and that makes your importance on this globe no bigger than you — you insult me and everything i have done and been through in my life — stop taking credit for anything except for your self and the things you have said — the things you have done — and your intentions behind it all — you want to be great — you want to help humanity and children — you want to know your creator — then you start being honest and you own up for your own shit — dont put your shit on anyone — dont give jesus christ the burden of your shit — dont blame the devil for your choices and your actions — do not blame god for all the terrible things going on in this world — its all man made bull shit so own up to it and then fucking do some thing about it — thats all i got for today an i know that no one reads but guess what i do not put this shit in writing for you to read it — this shit is a record written by me and i work for the creator of all creation — an today me being just another person here with you i have to say — you make me ashamed to be part of what you call humanity civilization — people human beings — and if you keep letting other people do things and you do nothing — well your making a choice to allow it — if you are waiting for judgement you are blind —
I can not tell you what a wonderful ride my life is — its incredible an just when i think i know exactly whats going on — i look around an im totally and completely some where that i was not — i know none you have experienced what i have because actually we are all like universes ourselves which i find at this very moment strange to say but i know how ever its going to end up being — it will be correct — i have some very intense and different feelings spinning around and through me today — i can not explain it because i can not — but i can tell you whats taking place — an its doing it right where i am — but i am going from some where to some where else and i am completely aware this is happening — i know also that what was before now is part of a journey i am on — until now i could not see or know the things i am right now but i know its some very incredable stuff — its like i turned a corner or walked through a door or something — i do not know whats here and i do not know if you guys will come with me — because so far what ever i was up to i was to leave it where it was but im still here — but this could be a goodbye letter to you all — im not sure — i am knowing at this very moment that the things before here do not belong here they will not have a space so in order for that to be it stays — well i just wanted to let you know whats going on and i really needed to tell someone how amazing this is even though it is still in a process on becoming — well i hope i will be keep you guys so just for now i will say i love you and i hope you all will be fine — it seems like i am saying goodbye every where today — and there you have it
that there would a day like today — but here it is this is today — well so exactly what am i up to on this day — oddly enough i never considered there would be a day when i would say to any one — i have been here with you i have seen you and heard you and i have dealt with your cruelty and abuse — i have dealt with your actions your intentions your rudeness — your judgements — your testomomies of all your sacrifices and your offerings — all your self centeredness you try to pass off as something as godly actions on your part – which you all demand of your creator rewards for — i have had to listen to your ignorence which you also try to pass off as your result of toil and effort — have have listened to your grand acceptance of life and your death — i have been living here with your acomlishments and your grand strives as people your amazing technologys your vast buildings of greatness of that you have with your own minds and labor have built i have seen your temples and your holy places and read your holy writings you pass off as words from your god and his angels — i have seen the work of your great men of science and all your awards for all those amazing discoverings — i have listened to your experts here trying to pass what they have as something they own and have rights to — well today i want to tell you i will not take one more step in your direction — i am here on earth and i represent your creator and at your hands i have had first hand experience of your cruelity your superior minds and rights as humans — your opinions your choices — you are all alone or in a group awful and i am tired and sick of each and every one of you — there is not one of you that has anything or done anything or knows anything that has not been taking from someone or something — your buildings your goods your food everything you are claiming and taking credit for and buying and selling and fighting and waging wars over and handing down to each other — is not yours and you have no rights to anything and as far as your rights as humans your demands because you are here — how far does that get you since so far you will die with nothing exactly the way you got here with nothing — you all take no responisibility for any thing you do none you stand accountable for your actions — well i have news for each and every one of you are each one of you today you are accountable for everything done and being done by humans to humans — if a bomb was dropped you dropped it if someone was shot and killed you are accountable if someone died of stravation you starved them — you are all responisble for each other — you blame your god for things that happen to people — you blame your devil for all manner of evil and terror on earth you have placed your sins on the head of your jesus — you blame your governments for crimes done to humanity — you exclaim your innocence because your grand gesture of doing your best with what you have to work with — now if you choose to follow your fellow man in every direction he has taken then thats a choice you have made — you were all given amazing bodies and minds that no other animal was given there is nothing like humans anywhere in your universe and yet to you this is nothing — your bodies and your minds are mean nothing to you your cars are valueble to you — you insist you have faith and you believe in your god and your jesus — you have belief and faith in what another human provided for you — you are following each other into your graves — and not one of you has yet questioned or considered living you are all choicing evil sin death acceptence is choosing — none of you has your own thoughts or even ideas or concepts that did not come from another person — nothing not a fucking thing you have done or that you are doing matters at all — now i am going to send this out for the moment cause im going to take a break — but im not done yet with you or this day THIS IS PIXIE AND I AM REPRESENTING YOUR CREATOR HERE ON THIS PLANET EARTH
