IN CASE OF EMERGENCY

What if there is no 911 — what if there is no one to call — what if there is no one to help — what if you were trying to talk to your own family but they refused to hear a word you had to say — what if you went in search of help and instead of help you got robbed and beaten — what if when people said they were going to help it was always a trick that always hurt you — what if you sought out help from authoritys and you were put in a mental hospital for your efforts — what if you were called crazy and a criminal and treated that way — even if you were not — what if every person you ever knew misunderstood you and everything about you — what if you knew the way to a treasure beyond anyones belief and no one would believe you and they destroyed your maps — what if you were never allowed to be who you are — how long do you think you could through life that way — how much pain and sadness do you think you could with stand year to year minute to minute — I was actually wondering if you ever wondered what someone else might be going through — or what they might have gone through — before they ever met you — but you will find — when you are in pain — no one else can feel it — so they will tell you what ever they want and they will do nothing to help — after all there was no blood and they could have handled it why cant you — they will tell you to work alittle harder at life — maybe get a better education — better yet why do you just be normal — be like them and everyone else and you will start feeling better — I have days where i would rather be from mars — than to be part of the human race — but i tell myself — its a shitty job but someones got to help these fucking people — shit — still following instructions — and very glad i have dude or i would have been toast years ago — and there you have it — oh and the cycle is out with the old in with the new — or the first become last and the last have now become the first — how do you like them apples — by the way stop dialing 911 an start handling your shit before you have an emergency —

thank you

PIXIE AN DUDE

YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING

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YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE WHEN YOUR WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN YOU KNOW ITS COMING YOU JUST ARE NOT SURE HOW IT WILL END UP — YOU WORRY THAT YOU DONT MISS SOMETHING IMPORTANT — WITH ME SO MUCH OF NOTHING HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR SO LONG I WAS GOING TO INVENT STUFF — AN WHEN SOMETHING DOES FINALLY HAPPEN I ALMOST MISSED IT — WHEN THINGS ARE ALWAYS SO MUCH WITH MY STUFF AN THEN NOTHING ITS HARD TO KNOW WHAT TO DO — ANY WAY HERE GOES — I HOPE YOUR READY AN CAN HANDLE THIS — WE ARE TO DECIDE AN CHOOSE WHAT WE BELIEVE IN ON OR AROUND — I WONDER IF WE WERE ALL BELIEVING IN WHAT WE CHOSE TO BELIEVE IN — IF WE WOULD HAVE VERY MUCH TO FIGHT ABOUT — OR IF THERE WOULD BE MUCH TO GO TO WAR…

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WHAT IS GOING ON

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PRETEND LIKE YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE OF WHAT IS GOING ON — ANY WHERE EXCEPT WELL ANY WHERE — THEN AFTER HEARING ALOT OF ODD THINGS ABOUT DONT VOTE FOR THAT GUY CAUSE — AND THEN SOME ONE ELSE SAYS WELL LOOK WHAT THIS GUY DID — AND THEN ANOTHER PERSON SAYS WELL IF THAT GUY MAKES IT THEN LOOK AT ALL THE TERRIBLE THINGS THAT WILL HAPPEN — AND IT GOES ON FROM THERE BUT SO FAR AS I CAN FIGURE — EVERY ONE IS NOT WANTING ANY ONE TO DO ANY THING — FOR SEVERAL REASONS — AND THERE IS ONLY A COUPLE OF DUDES THAT NO ONE WANTS TO DO ANYTHING — GOOD GOD THEN — IF ITS THAT TERRIBLE FOR GODS SAKE DONT DO IT — IS SOME ONE PUTTING A GUN TO YOUR HEAD — I MEAN IF NO ONE DOES A THING IT…

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AND WHY

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MAYBE YOU MAY NOT KNOW THIS OR MAYBE YOU DONT KNOW THAT  —  I DONT UNDERSTAND EVEN SO —- WHY WHEN YOU KNOW BETTER YOU KNOW THAT SOME THING IS INCORRECT — YOU MAY EVEN KNOW THAT WHAT YOUR KNOWING IS GONNA MESS WITH SOME THING OR SOMEONE ELSE — YOU EITHER DO IT OR ALLOW IT TO BE DONE — WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y  —  SINCE WHEN IS THIS  LIKE A STANDARD  THING  — WHERE AN ENTIRE PLANET OF THINKING — FEELING  —  CARING  — CIVILIZED — INTELLEGENT — ADVANCED — NEW AGE — GOD FEARING — RIGHTOUS  — LAW BIDING — COOL — MEN  — WOMEN  — MOTHERS  — FATHERS  — FRIENDS  — LOVERS  — TRIAN CONDUCTORS  — CAR SALES MEN  — WAITRESSES — COACHS — BOAT OWNERS — SALES MEN — PREACHERS —…

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WHAT WE NEED TO DO BE BRAVE

We need to start showing the lies that are everywhere we need to do this now — we need to bring the lies to light so people can see the truth which has been in the dark and shadow — ASK THE QUESTIONS — use your brains have courage — if you are in the dark just how dark is it — i promise we are not in the dark — we are being blinded by shadow — the shadow of false information — the more the false is brought into the light the brighter the truth will shine — who ever you are be brave — and there you have it

thank you
pixie an dude

WE ARE ON A POSITIVE SHIFT

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WE ARE ON A POSITIVE SHIFT

We have an open channel that is now open it used to static — You know if you are fine with all the things in life you need to look again — things are so screwed up there is no way in hell anyone could be ok with things — well you have to be just to get through your day — you have to look the other way or tell your self lies — you want to know why — because there is not a thing you can come up with to fix anything — you can not find anyone or anything to make things even better — now i do not know how honest you are with your self — well its time to pull your head out of where ever you have it an be honest — your arguments and your protests and your opinions — if you are honest produce nothing — there are mountains and mountains of knowledge an opinions and advise from every corner of this globe that spans all the ages — you have all your world scholars your leaders your experts — you name it they are all there — let me ask you exactly what the hell is everyone trying to do — as long as there have been humans there have been humans trying to control humans — as long as there have been humans there have been humans trying to find answers to all kinds of questions — simply put you have good guys an bad guys — but the fact is there are a bunch of humans running around doing a bunch of nothing in the scheme of things — you know you have no choice but to love people — even if they are really retarded — bless their little hearts for giving it all they have got — i have to say its a very good thing no one knows what they are doing — well let me help you out here if i can get through to you — you can relax because none of you is in charge of anything — the reason for this is not one of you is equipped to be in charge — the reason for this is you had to be someone first — its like this — you need legs before you can run — we have had alot of runners in a big race but none of the runners had legs — well dont worry you will all be getting your legs and when you do you will things will become clear — for now try to relax everything is fine — there is a creator that goes with all this creation — and there you have it

thank you
pixie an dude

letter to friends

Well hello to all of you today – I have a few things to say to some of you and you will know who you are – I have relocated so I can start my life over being so over whelmingly disappointed in myself and so many others around me — but I found myself more sad with this constent sickening feeling – I had a long talk with myself to figure out what my problem was — an I found I was carrying alot of very heavy burdens — Im talking mountain crushing weight that could kill a person — now when i started looking at all this — this is what I found — I will start with Kat Kada and Marty Kada — Marty you were my best friend and with no warning or explanation you took that friend ship away — for years I have been dealing with the saddness and loss alone — I gave you my best and I was a very good friend to you I loved you an I would have done anything for you and at times I did — well I want you to know you hurt me and have been hurting me for all this time — I forgive you — Kat I want you to know the diamond earrings you stole which were worth 6000 dollars were the only real jewelry I ever owned and were a gift from my my and dad and they meant alot to me and I will never forgive you for that — the pink camera was from my son and the pictures on it are lost forever — that I will never forgive you for — the old ipod belonged to gangster barbie she wasnt that happy with you either — what was most embrassing and annoying was all of us having to here you and Kenny Aldrige always having sex in my attic while Marty was away doing his time to clean up his life — and as for the other guys you were giving head to and also having sex with — they sat in my living room all saying what a whore you were and how bad you smelt and they wouldnt touch you with someone elses dick — you remember you were running around half naked thinking you were some kind of sex goddess or something — well they were laughing and by the way — they were right you are rather a homly looking thing — oh what you did to Heather was beyond cruel and you know she was not correct in her head — you made fun of loading her stuff up and her and throwing her and her stuff in the street at Broncos — even so she was doing fine — he took her in an they fell in love an were even stopping drugs — they came by alot — what was the matter Kat you didnt think she had a right to be happy — she came to me for help we even called you — I have never heard anyone be that cruel — an you even went an took over here work an you told her she was old and ugly an no one wanted her but you waited till Bronco was in jail didnt you — well Kat because of you she took her own life — she isnt with us an I dont think anyone knows the roll you played but I do an so do you dont you Kat — well I dont forgive you for making her suffer like that and I dont think her mother would be happy knowing without using your own hand you killed her daughter — so you carry these things now — I have been carrying them alone for all these years — well they are not mine they are yours enjoy them — for the rest of you that think you have been playing me — I did nothing to anyone of you and Im not stupid nor am I blind — you took caring and kindness for weakness — I didnt say anything because your actions spoke for you — and what they said was — you are so worthless you would jump over a million dollars to get your worthless hands on a fucking dime — well to you all I have finally said something — I hope you all have gotten far on your dime — I put you behind me now you know like satan — to all of you who have taken from me even my deoderant for fucks sake — I hope it was worth it at first I was upset an hurt but then all I have to do is buy more but more so if I consider who did this well it doesnt hurt me I just have to consider that time and effort wasted an move on — I have a new defintion for friend which I have quite a few — blood sucking low lifes the worst kind of scum if you will — for those of you who stood and allowed others to do these things well your worse than they are — oh by the way Jen Haro you stole the exact earrings my parents replaced that Kat Kada stole — this is after I spent days with you and your two daughters and your boyfriend trying to help you all work out your problems — you come crying to me the next morning saying that your boyfriend was raping your daughters — which they would all be suprised to to learn about since you used that ploy to steal my earrings — also the fact that you got your daughter doing herion so she wouldnt mind you doing it doesnt say much for you as a parent or person — also you pretending to be your daughter on facebook to make dates with guys so you can rob them — doesnt make either of you even human — I do not forgive you for your actions maybe God will but I dont see you getting to close to him — so in ending I want to say I hope all my friends are having a good time with thier lives Im very glad to have left you all — an I want to thank you for teaching me what friends really are an you can bet I will never have another — now I have met and I know some very wonderful and great people who I can count on one hand who I will always love and cherish that I am thankful that I know — and I have very loving and wonderful family that I AM BLESSED WITH — so now I have unloaded that heavy weight and can finally at 64 years old enjoy my life an hopefully I can contribute something — thank you pixie and Sheryl says hi and goodbye

OKAY EXACTLY WHO ARE YOU

We are in a state of existence — which has with it the appearance of death we die — which has been used [the appearance of death ] by humans whos god is money and material– who have been supplying fear and manufactured knowledge — to completely control the mass of humans from forever to present day — they have manufactured complete realities for the entire of living population on the globe — it does not matter where or who you are — each and every person on the earth right now is positive that they are in control of their life — when in fact we are all being controlled within whatever manufactured reality we are in — while other humans who are just like us are playing god or higher power over us all and everything around us — and may i add doing a piss poor job at it — they feel very secure they have covered all the bases — which they have not — lets go over a few of those now — while we are doing that please keep in mind — whoever you are you have been for eons and are currently being conditioned and taught for generations to follow not to lead and to reject everything that you do not already have — you are to protect and defend whatever you know and fight against and reject different — at this point what you know has become materialistic — so basically what the mass of humans on the globe know is about stuff things — it does not matter what foundation your standing on — whatever you have built your entire life on has become about stuff objects — so given all that — there are a couple of things i would like to show you — but for you to be able to see it — you will need to not know anything for a minute — if you are so controlled that you can not — you may as well stop here because they have broken you down and you police yourself — you can not do or know anything else — now for you guys that can lets carry on — just so you know i am going to try and jump you — we are here right now and i am going to try to get us way over there — so let me ask you this — thought is always first correct — like if you want to sit down you have to think it first correct — if you want to make a chair you think about it then you make it — so now your sitting on your chair — baking bread you think about it then you make it — now your sitting in your chair eating your bread — so thought is always first — so here we are and we are in form — to become form there has to be thought of that form — now you could say well shit happened an as a result here we are — you could say that — if we did not function like very well designed machines independent of any outside force — if we can agree on this we can move on — moving on — so where did the thought of us come from and why — if your going to make bread its because your going to eat it — so if your going to make a human its because your going to be one — there is no other logical explanation — if your going to be one means you are without form — so what part of our form is not form — that can exist without form — that would be thought energy — an so if we were created in the image of god as we are told we are — we would be that which would have thought — now if you look at all of creation knowing that you will be able to get a clearer picture of creation and the why of creation — so it would go — in the begining there was thought energy which began thinking and thinking began producing ideas and ideas brought about reason and reason began questioning which caused need of constructing — and so on and so forth — so exactly who are you — and there you have it —
thank you
pixie an dude

GOING TO JAIL

ok well i am going to jail — i have decided to do jail instead of being put on probation — now i do not know if you are a criminal or not — i am classified as such — this is because i do not fit with your average standards — a better label would be rebel – i have always had my own mind my own thoughts and i do not go along with the crowd — i do not follow — there is not much that impresses me — people have been conditioned for eons to not think for themselves and to do as they are told and not question — i find that almost impossible to do — mostly because doing so keeps you in a state of imprisonment — to the point you where you can not even have your own thoughts — as a result the world is full of people that are living in a fantasy far from reality — a very scary thing to know — right now with the way things are in the world this is not good — if everyone was being affected by the way things are things would not be this way — so as long as there are people that are comfortable and happy with no problems — there will be those that have to go through pain an suffering beyond enduring it and its constant — there have been times that i wished that that person doing fine had to experience this side of living — so they would know an see that someone is paying a terrible price for their comfort and happiness everyday — but they are all to busy to even consider or care why there is so many suffering let alone know they are causing it —
i am working on a different world where everyone is ok — where the way things are now have become only history — people do things because of their circumstances we have lost being able to choose the things in our lives and how we live them — we need to start changing the scales are completely tipping — we need to start getting them balanced — but first we need to figure out how to be humans — we need to figure out how to coexist — how can people start caring for people — i have not been active on this blog for quite sometime but i plan to start up again after i get out of jail an get moved– some very significant things happened today that i have to step back and let settle so i can see them clearly — if i know nothing else right now — i know i have been correct i did not say perfect but at long last i know i have not been doing things in vain — i have been preparing for something and im seeing it unfold — i am so excited and relived and happy — i am not able to tell you about it yet but that day is coming very soon i might help you to know we are very loved and very blessed and you will all know this soon — so i will be going to jail in two days i will talk to you when they let me go — why dont you drop me a line at ventura,ca jail sheryl cano i will have something to read then — and there you have it
thank you
pixie an dude