WANNA BET I GOT YOU BEAT

October 5, 2017

YOU KNOW IVE BEEN FEELING BAD ABOUT WHAT I MIGHT HAVE DONE OR SAID TO UPSET MY FAMILY — WELL I CAN ANSWER THAT — I AM ME — THIS HAS BEEN A PROBLEM FOR JUST ABOUT ANYONE I HAVE EVER KNOWN — MY PROBLEM IS I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO BE ANYONE ELSE — OK I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES CHILD — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES WIFE — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES SISTER — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES MOTHER — HELL I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES FATHER — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES GRANDMOTHER — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES AUNT — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES MOTHER IN LAW — well i was put up for adoption and adopted at 24 hours old — i was a monster and grew up in a closet — i was let out when i got to go to kindigarden — do you know when your beat with a belt you cant sit down and you have to put salve on your welts — when a fist sends you across the room you pee yourself — did you ever have anyone tell you the reasons for being cruel and inhumane to you — is because they love you and you are special and that you were chosen — you know when you are 7 an you need 5 minutes of no more — you run and hide — its called a run away — its way bad being brought back — but its worth it for the rest — besides if your fast enough you can get away again — if you make it alive by 13 — and if you look good enough there will be an older male that will claim you — he will take you away from where your at — at first its seems much better even if your beat every day — your not being punished now — your getting what you deserve — it gets scary when they are trying to kill you though — i think it gets easier when you become just something to beat — no ones out to kill you then just beat you — you become a mother when you protect your unborn baby when the father is trying to kill them before they are born — i was able to save three of my babies two i was not able to save — well its a long story an shit happens you know — i know we all go through shit — i know we all have more important things to deal with — i know people hurt people and it hurts — i know you can feel completely alone — i know about being ashamed — i know what its like — i know how it feels — you know through everything all you can do is be who you are — you can not be what someone else wants to turn you into — it does not matter by what means or measures things are done to you or things happen to you — be who you are — if you do not know who you are — then you need to start finding out — DID YOU EVER ASK YOUR SELF QUESTIONS — OH YOU CAN ALWAYS CHECK WITH FAMILY — IF YOUR LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE ANY — JUST IN CASE NO ONE KNOWS — WE AS HUMANS HAVE COMPLETED OUR HUMAN EVOLUTION — WE ARE NOT A SPIECIES — WE ARE A FAMILY OF HUMANS — THERE IS NOR WILL THERE EVER BE ANY OTHER FAMILY PERIOD — OUR FAMILY HAS MALE HUMANS AND FEMALE HUMANS PERIOD — NO MOMS,DADS,WHITE,RICH,MORMON,GREEKS,NONE OF IT — YOU MAY NOT SEE IT — BUT YOU WANNA BET — WE ARE NOT DYING BECAUSE WE ARE NOT ALIVE YET — I WILL ASK YOU HOW DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE ALIVE WHEN YOU ARE ALL KNOWING YOUR DYING — THEN ARENT YOU ALL JUST DYING TILL YOUR DEAD — WELL A REQUIREMENT FOR DEATH IS LIFE — FEMALES DO NOT GIVE LIFE — THEY GIVE BIRTH — SO WHAT MAKES ANY OF YOU THINK YOUR ALIVE — YOUR BREATHING AND WALKING YOU THINK THATS LIFE — WHAT ARE YOU RETARDED — YOU ALL NEED TO GET DICTIONARYS UNABRIDGED WITH PAGES YOU TURN AN SHIT — AN START FINDING OUT WHAT ALL THESE WORDS MEAN — YOU WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE COMPLETELY IGNORANT AND HAVE THEM DO WHAT YOU TELL THEM — WELL YOU GET A GOD A DEVIL AN PUT THEM IN A HOLY PLACE WHERE THEY CANT BE TOUCHED — PUT THEM IN A FUCKING BOOK AN CALL IT HOLY AN EVERYTHING IN IT — THEN YOU GIVE IT TO THE MASSES — STEAL EVERYTHING FROM THOSE WHO CAME BEFORE YOU — AND FEED IT TO THE MASSES AS NEW TECH SHIT — AN WHEN PEOPLE NEED MORE CONTROL — ADD A NEW TESTAMENT TO THE OLD AN GIVE THEM A SAVOUIR WHO IS ALSO ONLY IN THE BOOK — YOU KNOW LIKE HOW THEY PUT AMENDMENTS IN THE CONISTITION AND IN LAWS — I MEAN REALLY PEOPLE WHO CONTROLS YOU ???????????????????????????? — NO ONE — MONEY DOES — WHAT DOES SCHOOL TEACH — FOLLOW THE RULES — DOES THE BIBLE TEACH ???????????????????? — NO IT WARNS YOU AND IT MAKES YOU GUILTY — WHAT DOES THE LAW AND THE BIBLE HAVE IN COMMON — PUNISHMENT — THE GLOBE IS SPLIT UP IN SECTIONS TO SEPARATE THEM FROM THEM — WHATS THE DIFFERENCE FROM THERE AND THERE — FUCKING BOOKS — THE BIBLE THE KORAN AN SO FORTH — EVERY ONE IS PLAYING FOLLOW THE LEADER — WHY ARENT THESE BOOKS CALLED THE HOLY TRUTH — BECAUSE THEY ARE DECEPTIONS — IF YOU HAD A DICTIONARY YOU COULD LOOK UP THAT WORD — DO YOU REALLY THINK ELECTRISITY HASNT BEEN AROUND AS LONG AS UNIVERSE HAS BEEN — IF YOU ARE GOING TO CONTROL PEOPLE YOU ARE GOING TO USE THE MOST POWERFUL THING THERE IS — BUT YOU ARENT GOING TO TELL ANY ONE WHAT THAT IS — THE MOST POWERFUL THING THERE EVER WAS IS WORDS WHICH IS ALSO SWORD — YOUR AVERAGE DEVIL IS LIVED — THE TERRIBLE EVIL IS LIVE — THIS IS A WORLD OF OPPOSITES — TELL ME WHAT IS THE OPPOSITE OF SIN — OH LETS GO BACK TO WHAT ARE WE IF WE ARE NOT ALIVE AND DEATH IS NOT REAL — WE ARE DOING EXISTENCE — THERE ARE SEVERAL LEVELS OF EXISTENCE BUT WE ARE ONLY AWARE OF THE LEVEL WE ARE ON — NO ONES DYING THEY ARE JUMPING AROUND ON LEVELS — NOW IF YOU HAD AN REAL TURN THE PAGES DICTIONARY YOU COULD LOOK UP THAT WORD ALSO — OH YOUR BEING TRICKED BY THE WAY — IF YOUR REALLY GOING WITH THE BIBLE — YOUR TAUGHT TO READ IT WITH ADAM — JUST FOR SHITS AN GIGGLES READ IT WITH ATOM — COME ON SINCE THERE WAS NO TECH BACK IN THE DAY ISNT THERE SOME ROOM FOR HUMAN ERROR OR DOWN RIGHT TRICKS WITH WORDS TO MISLEAD AN DECIEVE — DID YOU KNOW BACK IN THE DAY IT WAS ONLY CHURCH — AND FOR TOTAL CONTROL THE CHURCH DIVIDED ITS SELF — ONE SELF CHURCH AND THE OTHER SELF STATE — ONE CANNOT EFFECT THE OTHER — YOU KNOW LIKE I DONT KNOW GO ASK YOUR MOTHER — OR WAIT TILL YOUR FATHER HEARS WHAT YOU DID — AND BOTH HAVE TOTAL POWER — LISTEN YOU GUYS IF NOTHING ELSE DONT YOU THINK THIS SHIT IS OUT DATED JUST A BIT — AND IF EVERYTHING IS SO PIN POINTED LIKE WHEN JESUS WAS BORN — THERES NO CLUE OF WHEN HE IS GONNA SHOW BACK UP — AND DOESNT THE CHURCH TEACH TO HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE — YOU KNOW WHY YOU HAVE FAITH AND BELIEF ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? — BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING THERE — OH WANT TO SEE IF YOU ARE AN ADDICT JUST LIKE A JUNKIE IS YOU KNOW YOUR DRUG OF CHOICE — OK PUT YOUR CELL PHONE IN YOUR DRAWER FOR A WEEK — IF YOU CAN NOT DO THAT THEN YOU HAVE A PROBLEM — WELL ANY WAY THERES ALOT MORE BUT MAYBE LATER — AND THERE YOU HAVE IT —
THANK YOU
PIXIE AN DUDE

IN CASE OF EMERGENCY

September 19, 2017

What if there is no 911 — what if there is no one to call — what if there is no one to help — what if you were trying to talk to your own family but they refused to hear a word you had to say — what if you went in search of help and instead of help you got robbed and beaten — what if when people said they were going to help it was always a trick that always hurt you — what if you sought out help from authoritys and you were put in a mental hospital for your efforts — what if you were called crazy and a criminal and treated that way — even if you were not — what if every person you ever knew misunderstood you and everything about you — what if you knew the way to a treasure beyond anyones belief and no one would believe you and they destroyed your maps — what if you were never allowed to be who you are — how long do you think you could through life that way — how much pain and sadness do you think you could with stand year to year minute to minute — I was actually wondering if you ever wondered what someone else might be going through — or what they might have gone through — before they ever met you — but you will find — when you are in pain — no one else can feel it — so they will tell you what ever they want and they will do nothing to help — after all there was no blood and they could have handled it why cant you — they will tell you to work alittle harder at life — maybe get a better education — better yet why do you just be normal — be like them and everyone else and you will start feeling better — I have days where i would rather be from mars — than to be part of the human race — but i tell myself — its a shitty job but someones got to help these fucking people — shit — still following instructions — and very glad i have dude or i would have been toast years ago — and there you have it — oh and the cycle is out with the old in with the new — or the first become last and the last have now become the first — how do you like them apples — by the way stop dialing 911 an start handling your shit before you have an emergency —

thank you

PIXIE AN DUDE

I WOULD LIKE YOU TO MEET MY FRIEND

November 14, 2017

I call him DUDE i have wondered about this forever because even though we have been together up until this morning we have never met and up until today i have never heard him either its was interesting he was speak words in my ears i think through my mind maybe not positive and he was speaking thunder outside peaking over the clouds i was very still because he was looking at me he kind of landed today so he was like snapping out of something getting barrings starting to get ready i was getting like rolling thunder but my son called me to see if i was getting wind but there was nothing not even a flicker and he was telling me that the wind was trying to rip things apart and tear trees out by thier roots i told him i just was getting thunder he told me my electric bill was way to high to deal with that we said love ya bye an i went outside looking for wind but there were very scary clouds gathering to become some kind of energy force so i said the signal the 23rd palsms and the lords prayer because he knows its me hes like what so i asked him if he was ok but wow an the clouds got still an i was watching an theres was blue showing i was happy an told him there you are an he was like peeking over the edge of this hole he made in the clouds an it was really cute cause where he was peeking the clouds edge right there was silvery and the light poking out was not blinding but shoul of been he was wanting to know what the hell i was doing cause he was at a lose for a minute i told him i was just trying to help and i needed find it some where else cause nothing around here was gonna be able to be anything but in trouble since i knew him and could figure out what he had been showing me that he could do something well so here we are we were just knowing some stuff we have been knowing i was cuious if he knew about glitter because i used to think of him like i think of glitter he went kind of like crosseyed so i went in an peed and got some glitter an i show him he was not at all empressed with my glitter i asked him if he had maybe his own kind of glitter an hes like going dah dah well i knew a boatload of stuff all of a sudden i told him i had to go do stuff an i told him that this is what i can tell you right now everything there is he took from inside and thats what he was seeing he was the fool card right now an i rembered i have been holding his stuff till he shows up to get it so i was going to say you cant know anything but i told him he can have everything i have so i said you are walking around with toes and grass also a spark of his he put in my mind pyrimid and put a cap on it and he is also being in the clouds talking an he was making thunder i told him i thought of him and some more stuff but im like falling asleep so im going night night i didnt mean to just like start all this and i gonna rest and see how day time looks but the reason i started writing i just wanted you guys to know you are now free to choose and you have choices and there you have it
thank you
pixie an dude

WHAT THIS LOOKS LIKE OUTSIDE

November 11, 2017

YOU SEE there is a point where words are no longer useful someone needs to help put these together the only way to do this is a tool for this kind of thing but first you must create the foundation for everything continuosly spiral you can not get rid of shit we are not masters of shit because we are dealing with some very still shit but so what we are trying to waken an quicken dude and make sure its the information that has being missing we will have to see how close to the constrution point in time to use marker so ok this was there so thats what that is im not exactly positive i hate that shit when that does that why cant i talk on a typewriter how the fuck do i know trixie shit cause its like playing the base an singing it together we really do know some stuff that looks like i would take but i got it and so what ok i got a 1 i got a 3 i got trinity the pyrimid so we know we are on the correct foundation we are needing to some how united in one which is reflection of one complete exact image of one you now have one and one if you combine one and one you have one and two you combine one and two you will now have three which is one in combination its a long thing but basically the foundation we are all on is one if one is in trouble it can you can get rid of price you can buy an sell value can not be measured its alive you can not measure worth so when you can not apply that stuff to some thing and you cant then im having a problem with worth we have to look that up its terrible its massive worth is trying to be word by 3orth worth throw or 5th row 5th hour its not my fault if worth is attacking my knowledge it does not fit its like peek a boo i see you worth says i get very nice comments on what i am doing but everyone says that its spam so now i do not understand the only way we will be able to do any thing all the bullshit has to be taken out where ever it is just grab it and put it where it cant move name that area bullshit storage container why would anyone want to spam my blog im going to put this out an get the dictionary thank you pixie an dude

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October 29, 2017

ok you shouldnt use the word mind cause we dont have them yet we have a two brains when they become one we will have minds we are working on how that goes we figure it out we let you know — i bet that you guys all thought we were done evoluting — were actually almost as soon as we figure it out we will let you know i finally got jihan helping me and shes putting together a team we are going to see if shit can happen i need to know if im doing shit correct well its correct but i dont know what it is i dont know what it is so it would be good if any of you guys have some shit about some shit we might have something it goes with or you might have something we are missing we are trying to get any thing that is true so far we arent finding shit you know i cant believe the shit every bodys falling for — didnt any of you guys like go to college or arent you guys experts about everything– do any of you guys know evalution monkey man shit is fuckin stupid jesus christ we still got monkeys — i dont know much turnups know but me an turnups know if monkeys be mans we got one too many walking around now if you started with monkeys and mans where the fuck does the fucking missing link come from does anyone out there have a lot of money to pay us if we find it cuz we might have it — does anyone out there know if the guy that lost the link has put out a reward and possibly how much also is there a phone number thanks p and j and dude

DISJOINTED STILL WALKING—MAYBE BREATHING

October 24, 2017

CREE-A-TOR OF ALL CREATION & PIXY

th_FantasyArt091104 “WHEN IN DOUBT CHANGE YOUR HAIR COLOR”

I am going to start this with the name of a little book that found its way to me and read itself to me —- thats  how I read books they come to me an basically speak to me —- I have had this happen more times than I can count —- usaully I look at the pages again and they have different words —- but this one remained the same — 

SAID
THE SHOT
GUN
TO THE HEAD                                                                                                                      SAUL WILLIAMS AUTHOR OF SVHS                       

HUMANS HAVE BECOME SLOTTABLE —  THIS MEANS THAT YOU CAN BE PUT INTO SLOTS — EITHER YOU ARE — PAPERCUT OUTS OR YOUR RIDICULOUS — I WOULD RATHER BE RIDICULOUS — YOU HAVE  ONE SOMETHING — YOU CAN CHOOSE — YOU NOW HAVE THE ABILTY TO CHOOSE — YOU NOW WILL HAVE CHOICES TO MAKE — IF THATS ALL…

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WHAT ABOUT YOUR VIEW YOUR

September 29, 2017

CREE-A-TOR OF ALL CREATION & PIXY

OPINION — WE ARE ALL ENTITLED TO OUR STUFF WHAT EVER THAT MAY BE — WE SEE THINGS AS WE SEE THEM — WHETHER THEY ARE INTENDED TO BE SEEN JUST SO OR NOT — SO EXACTLY WHAT MIGHT IT BE WE ALL SEEM TO BE LOOKING FOR — DO YOU UNDERSTAND WE ARE SEARCHING FOR SOME THING WE WILL NEVER FIND — THIS IS BECAUSE IF WHAT WE FIND DOES NOT GO WITH WHAT WE HAVE WE DONT WANT IT — EVEN IF IN FACT IT IS TRUE AND EXACTLY WHAT WE NEED — WE CHECK IT OUT AND SAY NO THATS NOT IT BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE IT OR HAVE NEVER SEEN IT — WE WILL SAY NO I AM LOOKING FOR THIS — SO THEN WHY BOTHER IF WE ARE GOING TO REJECT EVERY THING EXCEPT WHAT WE ALREADY KNOW FOR ANY THING OTHER — SO HOW…

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NOW IS YOUR CHANCE IF YOU ARE SO CORRECT

September 25, 2017

CREE-A-TOR OF ALL CREATION & PIXY

THEN YOU SHOW ME A BETTER STORY THAN — THEY ALL DIED — SORRY BUT I AM NOT FALLING FOR IT — I MEAN REALLY COME ON PEOPLE — TRY SAYING IT OUT LOUD — THEN YOU DIE — THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN OFFERED AND YOUR JUST GOING TO ACCEPT IT — FORGET THE FACT THAT IT SUCKS — CHECK IT OUT — THEY ALL DIED — AND THEY PAID FOR THE HONOR — WE NEED TO TAKE MORE CARE WITH WORDS WE ARE USING — I AM PRETTY SURE WE THINK DEATH IS A REAL WORD — THEN DEATH IS SOME THING FINAL — WELL HOW EXACTLY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING TO GET TO YOUR ASS TO HEAVEN THEN — YOU CAN NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE DEAD — DEAD IS PRETTY FINALE — SO IS IT FINAL OR IS IT NOT — HOW LONG ARE…

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YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING

September 18, 2017

CREE-A-TOR OF ALL CREATION & PIXY

YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE WHEN YOUR WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN YOU KNOW ITS COMING YOU JUST ARE NOT SURE HOW IT WILL END UP — YOU WORRY THAT YOU DONT MISS SOMETHING IMPORTANT — WITH ME SO MUCH OF NOTHING HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR SO LONG I WAS GOING TO INVENT STUFF — AN WHEN SOMETHING DOES FINALLY HAPPEN I ALMOST MISSED IT — WHEN THINGS ARE ALWAYS SO MUCH WITH MY STUFF AN THEN NOTHING ITS HARD TO KNOW WHAT TO DO — ANY WAY HERE GOES — I HOPE YOUR READY AN CAN HANDLE THIS — WE ARE TO DECIDE AN CHOOSE WHAT WE BELIEVE IN ON OR AROUND — I WONDER IF WE WERE ALL BELIEVING IN WHAT WE CHOSE TO BELIEVE IN — IF WE WOULD HAVE VERY MUCH TO FIGHT ABOUT — OR IF THERE WOULD BE MUCH TO GO TO WAR…

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WHAT IS GOING ON

September 18, 2017

CREE-A-TOR OF ALL CREATION & PIXY

th_unicorn75PRETEND LIKE YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE OF WHAT IS GOING ON — ANY WHERE EXCEPT WELL ANY WHERE — THEN AFTER HEARING ALOT OF ODD THINGS ABOUT DONT VOTE FOR THAT GUY CAUSE — AND THEN SOME ONE ELSE SAYS WELL LOOK WHAT THIS GUY DID — AND THEN ANOTHER PERSON SAYS WELL IF THAT GUY MAKES IT THEN LOOK AT ALL THE TERRIBLE THINGS THAT WILL HAPPEN — AND IT GOES ON FROM THERE BUT SO FAR AS I CAN FIGURE — EVERY ONE IS NOT WANTING ANY ONE TO DO ANY THING — FOR SEVERAL REASONS — AND THERE IS ONLY A COUPLE OF DUDES THAT NO ONE WANTS TO DO ANYTHING — GOOD GOD THEN — IF ITS THAT TERRIBLE FOR GODS SAKE DONT DO IT — IS SOME ONE PUTTING A GUN TO YOUR HEAD — I MEAN IF NO ONE DOES A THING IT…

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