WANNA BET I GOT YOU BEAT

YOU KNOW IVE BEEN FEELING BAD ABOUT WHAT I MIGHT HAVE DONE OR SAID TO UPSET MY FAMILY — WELL I CAN ANSWER THAT — I AM ME — THIS HAS BEEN A PROBLEM FOR JUST ABOUT ANYONE I HAVE EVER KNOWN — MY PROBLEM IS I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO BE ANYONE ELSE — OK I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES CHILD — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES WIFE — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES SISTER — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES MOTHER — HELL I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES FATHER — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES GRANDMOTHER — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES AUNT — I HAVE BEEN SOMEONES MOTHER IN LAW — well i was put up for adoption and adopted at 24 hours old — i was a monster and grew up in a closet — i was let out when i got to go to kindigarden — do you know when your beat with a belt you cant sit down and you have to put salve on your welts — when a fist sends you across the room you pee yourself — did you ever have anyone tell you the reasons for being cruel and inhumane to you — is because they love you and you are special and that you were chosen — you know when you are 7 an you need 5 minutes of no more — you run and hide — its called a run away — its way bad being brought back — but its worth it for the rest — besides if your fast enough you can get away again — if you make it alive by 13 — and if you look good enough there will be an older male that will claim you — he will take you away from where your at — at first its seems much better even if your beat every day — your not being punished now — your getting what you deserve — it gets scary when they are trying to kill you though — i think it gets easier when you become just something to beat — no ones out to kill you then just beat you — you become a mother when you protect your unborn baby when the father is trying to kill them before they are born — i was able to save three of my babies two i was not able to save — well its a long story an shit happens you know — i know we all go through shit — i know we all have more important things to deal with — i know people hurt people and it hurts — i know you can feel completely alone — i know about being ashamed — i know what its like — i know how it feels — you know through everything all you can do is be who you are — you can not be what someone else wants to turn you into — it does not matter by what means or measures things are done to you or things happen to you — be who you are — if you do not know who you are — then you need to start finding out — DID YOU EVER ASK YOUR SELF QUESTIONS — OH YOU CAN ALWAYS CHECK WITH FAMILY — IF YOUR LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE ANY — JUST IN CASE NO ONE KNOWS — WE AS HUMANS HAVE COMPLETED OUR HUMAN EVOLUTION — WE ARE NOT A SPIECIES — WE ARE A FAMILY OF HUMANS — THERE IS NOR WILL THERE EVER BE ANY OTHER FAMILY PERIOD — OUR FAMILY HAS MALE HUMANS AND FEMALE HUMANS PERIOD — NO MOMS,DADS,WHITE,RICH,MORMON,GREEKS,NONE OF IT — YOU MAY NOT SEE IT — BUT YOU WANNA BET — WE ARE NOT DYING BECAUSE WE ARE NOT ALIVE YET — I WILL ASK YOU HOW DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE ALIVE WHEN YOU ARE ALL KNOWING YOUR DYING — THEN ARENT YOU ALL JUST DYING TILL YOUR DEAD — WELL A REQUIREMENT FOR DEATH IS LIFE — FEMALES DO NOT GIVE LIFE — THEY GIVE BIRTH — SO WHAT MAKES ANY OF YOU THINK YOUR ALIVE — YOUR BREATHING AND WALKING YOU THINK THATS LIFE — WHAT ARE YOU RETARDED — YOU ALL NEED TO GET DICTIONARYS UNABRIDGED WITH PAGES YOU TURN AN SHIT — AN START FINDING OUT WHAT ALL THESE WORDS MEAN — YOU WANT TO MAKE PEOPLE COMPLETELY IGNORANT AND HAVE THEM DO WHAT YOU TELL THEM — WELL YOU GET A GOD A DEVIL AN PUT THEM IN A HOLY PLACE WHERE THEY CANT BE TOUCHED — PUT THEM IN A FUCKING BOOK AN CALL IT HOLY AN EVERYTHING IN IT — THEN YOU GIVE IT TO THE MASSES — STEAL EVERYTHING FROM THOSE WHO CAME BEFORE YOU — AND FEED IT TO THE MASSES AS NEW TECH SHIT — AN WHEN PEOPLE NEED MORE CONTROL — ADD A NEW TESTAMENT TO THE OLD AN GIVE THEM A SAVOUIR WHO IS ALSO ONLY IN THE BOOK — YOU KNOW LIKE HOW THEY PUT AMENDMENTS IN THE CONISTITION AND IN LAWS — I MEAN REALLY PEOPLE WHO CONTROLS YOU ???????????????????????????? — NO ONE — MONEY DOES — WHAT DOES SCHOOL TEACH — FOLLOW THE RULES — DOES THE BIBLE TEACH ???????????????????? — NO IT WARNS YOU AND IT MAKES YOU GUILTY — WHAT DOES THE LAW AND THE BIBLE HAVE IN COMMON — PUNISHMENT — THE GLOBE IS SPLIT UP IN SECTIONS TO SEPARATE THEM FROM THEM — WHATS THE DIFFERENCE FROM THERE AND THERE — FUCKING BOOKS — THE BIBLE THE KORAN AN SO FORTH — EVERY ONE IS PLAYING FOLLOW THE LEADER — WHY ARENT THESE BOOKS CALLED THE HOLY TRUTH — BECAUSE THEY ARE DECEPTIONS — IF YOU HAD A DICTIONARY YOU COULD LOOK UP THAT WORD — DO YOU REALLY THINK ELECTRISITY HASNT BEEN AROUND AS LONG AS UNIVERSE HAS BEEN — IF YOU ARE GOING TO CONTROL PEOPLE YOU ARE GOING TO USE THE MOST POWERFUL THING THERE IS — BUT YOU ARENT GOING TO TELL ANY ONE WHAT THAT IS — THE MOST POWERFUL THING THERE EVER WAS IS WORDS WHICH IS ALSO SWORD — YOUR AVERAGE DEVIL IS LIVED — THE TERRIBLE EVIL IS LIVE — THIS IS A WORLD OF OPPOSITES — TELL ME WHAT IS THE OPPOSITE OF SIN — OH LETS GO BACK TO WHAT ARE WE IF WE ARE NOT ALIVE AND DEATH IS NOT REAL — WE ARE DOING EXISTENCE — THERE ARE SEVERAL LEVELS OF EXISTENCE BUT WE ARE ONLY AWARE OF THE LEVEL WE ARE ON — NO ONES DYING THEY ARE JUMPING AROUND ON LEVELS — NOW IF YOU HAD AN REAL TURN THE PAGES DICTIONARY YOU COULD LOOK UP THAT WORD ALSO — OH YOUR BEING TRICKED BY THE WAY — IF YOUR REALLY GOING WITH THE BIBLE — YOUR TAUGHT TO READ IT WITH ADAM — JUST FOR SHITS AN GIGGLES READ IT WITH ATOM — COME ON SINCE THERE WAS NO TECH BACK IN THE DAY ISNT THERE SOME ROOM FOR HUMAN ERROR OR DOWN RIGHT TRICKS WITH WORDS TO MISLEAD AN DECIEVE — DID YOU KNOW BACK IN THE DAY IT WAS ONLY CHURCH — AND FOR TOTAL CONTROL THE CHURCH DIVIDED ITS SELF — ONE SELF CHURCH AND THE OTHER SELF STATE — ONE CANNOT EFFECT THE OTHER — YOU KNOW LIKE I DONT KNOW GO ASK YOUR MOTHER — OR WAIT TILL YOUR FATHER HEARS WHAT YOU DID — AND BOTH HAVE TOTAL POWER — LISTEN YOU GUYS IF NOTHING ELSE DONT YOU THINK THIS SHIT IS OUT DATED JUST A BIT — AND IF EVERYTHING IS SO PIN POINTED LIKE WHEN JESUS WAS BORN — THERES NO CLUE OF WHEN HE IS GONNA SHOW BACK UP — AND DOESNT THE CHURCH TEACH TO HAVE FAITH AND BELIEVE — YOU KNOW WHY YOU HAVE FAITH AND BELIEF ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? — BECAUSE THERE IS NOTHING THERE — OH WANT TO SEE IF YOU ARE AN ADDICT JUST LIKE A JUNKIE IS YOU KNOW YOUR DRUG OF CHOICE — OK PUT YOUR CELL PHONE IN YOUR DRAWER FOR A WEEK — IF YOU CAN NOT DO THAT THEN YOU HAVE A PROBLEM — WELL ANY WAY THERES ALOT MORE BUT MAYBE LATER — AND THERE YOU HAVE IT —
THANK YOU
PIXIE AN DUDE

IN CASE OF EMERGENCY

What if there is no 911 — what if there is no one to call — what if there is no one to help — what if you were trying to talk to your own family but they refused to hear a word you had to say — what if you went in search of help and instead of help you got robbed and beaten — what if when people said they were going to help it was always a trick that always hurt you — what if you sought out help from authoritys and you were put in a mental hospital for your efforts — what if you were called crazy and a criminal and treated that way — even if you were not — what if every person you ever knew misunderstood you and everything about you — what if you knew the way to a treasure beyond anyones belief and no one would believe you and they destroyed your maps — what if you were never allowed to be who you are — how long do you think you could through life that way — how much pain and sadness do you think you could with stand year to year minute to minute — I was actually wondering if you ever wondered what someone else might be going through — or what they might have gone through — before they ever met you — but you will find — when you are in pain — no one else can feel it — so they will tell you what ever they want and they will do nothing to help — after all there was no blood and they could have handled it why cant you — they will tell you to work alittle harder at life — maybe get a better education — better yet why do you just be normal — be like them and everyone else and you will start feeling better — I have days where i would rather be from mars — than to be part of the human race — but i tell myself — its a shitty job but someones got to help these fucking people — shit — still following instructions — and very glad i have dude or i would have been toast years ago — and there you have it — oh and the cycle is out with the old in with the new — or the first become last and the last have now become the first — how do you like them apples — by the way stop dialing 911 an start handling your shit before you have an emergency —

thank you

PIXIE AN DUDE

WHAT ABOUT YOUR VIEW YOUR

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OPINION — WE ARE ALL ENTITLED TO OUR STUFF WHAT EVER THAT MAY BE — WE SEE THINGS AS WE SEE THEM — WHETHER THEY ARE INTENDED TO BE SEEN JUST SO OR NOT — SO EXACTLY WHAT MIGHT IT BE WE ALL SEEM TO BE LOOKING FOR — DO YOU UNDERSTAND WE ARE SEARCHING FOR SOME THING WE WILL NEVER FIND — THIS IS BECAUSE IF WHAT WE FIND DOES NOT GO WITH WHAT WE HAVE WE DONT WANT IT — EVEN IF IN FACT IT IS TRUE AND EXACTLY WHAT WE NEED — WE CHECK IT OUT AND SAY NO THATS NOT IT BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE IT OR HAVE NEVER SEEN IT — WE WILL SAY NO I AM LOOKING FOR THIS — SO THEN WHY BOTHER IF WE ARE GOING TO REJECT EVERY THING EXCEPT WHAT WE ALREADY KNOW FOR ANY THING OTHER — SO HOW…

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NOW IS YOUR CHANCE IF YOU ARE SO CORRECT

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THEN YOU SHOW ME A BETTER STORY THAN — THEY ALL DIED — SORRY BUT I AM NOT FALLING FOR IT — I MEAN REALLY COME ON PEOPLE — TRY SAYING IT OUT LOUD — THEN YOU DIE — THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN OFFERED AND YOUR JUST GOING TO ACCEPT IT — FORGET THE FACT THAT IT SUCKS — CHECK IT OUT — THEY ALL DIED — AND THEY PAID FOR THE HONOR — WE NEED TO TAKE MORE CARE WITH WORDS WE ARE USING — I AM PRETTY SURE WE THINK DEATH IS A REAL WORD — THEN DEATH IS SOME THING FINAL — WELL HOW EXACTLY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE GOING TO GET TO YOUR ASS TO HEAVEN THEN — YOU CAN NOT BECAUSE YOU ARE DEAD — DEAD IS PRETTY FINALE — SO IS IT FINAL OR IS IT NOT — HOW LONG ARE…

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YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING

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YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE WHEN YOUR WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN YOU KNOW ITS COMING YOU JUST ARE NOT SURE HOW IT WILL END UP — YOU WORRY THAT YOU DONT MISS SOMETHING IMPORTANT — WITH ME SO MUCH OF NOTHING HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR SO LONG I WAS GOING TO INVENT STUFF — AN WHEN SOMETHING DOES FINALLY HAPPEN I ALMOST MISSED IT — WHEN THINGS ARE ALWAYS SO MUCH WITH MY STUFF AN THEN NOTHING ITS HARD TO KNOW WHAT TO DO — ANY WAY HERE GOES — I HOPE YOUR READY AN CAN HANDLE THIS — WE ARE TO DECIDE AN CHOOSE WHAT WE BELIEVE IN ON OR AROUND — I WONDER IF WE WERE ALL BELIEVING IN WHAT WE CHOSE TO BELIEVE IN — IF WE WOULD HAVE VERY MUCH TO FIGHT ABOUT — OR IF THERE WOULD BE MUCH TO GO TO WAR…

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WHAT IS GOING ON

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PRETEND LIKE YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE OF WHAT IS GOING ON — ANY WHERE EXCEPT WELL ANY WHERE — THEN AFTER HEARING ALOT OF ODD THINGS ABOUT DONT VOTE FOR THAT GUY CAUSE — AND THEN SOME ONE ELSE SAYS WELL LOOK WHAT THIS GUY DID — AND THEN ANOTHER PERSON SAYS WELL IF THAT GUY MAKES IT THEN LOOK AT ALL THE TERRIBLE THINGS THAT WILL HAPPEN — AND IT GOES ON FROM THERE BUT SO FAR AS I CAN FIGURE — EVERY ONE IS NOT WANTING ANY ONE TO DO ANY THING — FOR SEVERAL REASONS — AND THERE IS ONLY A COUPLE OF DUDES THAT NO ONE WANTS TO DO ANYTHING — GOOD GOD THEN — IF ITS THAT TERRIBLE FOR GODS SAKE DONT DO IT — IS SOME ONE PUTTING A GUN TO YOUR HEAD — I MEAN IF NO ONE DOES A THING IT…

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AND WHY

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MAYBE YOU MAY NOT KNOW THIS OR MAYBE YOU DONT KNOW THAT  —  I DONT UNDERSTAND EVEN SO —- WHY WHEN YOU KNOW BETTER YOU KNOW THAT SOME THING IS INCORRECT — YOU MAY EVEN KNOW THAT WHAT YOUR KNOWING IS GONNA MESS WITH SOME THING OR SOMEONE ELSE — YOU EITHER DO IT OR ALLOW IT TO BE DONE — WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY  WHY Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y  —  SINCE WHEN IS THIS  LIKE A STANDARD  THING  — WHERE AN ENTIRE PLANET OF THINKING — FEELING  —  CARING  — CIVILIZED — INTELLEGENT — ADVANCED — NEW AGE — GOD FEARING — RIGHTOUS  — LAW BIDING — COOL — MEN  — WOMEN  — MOTHERS  — FATHERS  — FRIENDS  — LOVERS  — TRIAN CONDUCTORS  — CAR SALES MEN  — WAITRESSES — COACHS — BOAT OWNERS — SALES MEN — PREACHERS —…

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WHAT WE NEED TO DO BE BRAVE

We need to start showing the lies that are everywhere we need to do this now — we need to bring the lies to light so people can see the truth which has been in the dark and shadow — ASK THE QUESTIONS — use your brains have courage — if you are in the dark just how dark is it — i promise we are not in the dark — we are being blinded by shadow — the shadow of false information — the more the false is brought into the light the brighter the truth will shine — who ever you are be brave — and there you have it

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pixie an dude

WE ARE ON A POSITIVE SHIFT

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WE ARE ON A POSITIVE SHIFT

We have an open channel that is now open it used to static — You know if you are fine with all the things in life you need to look again — things are so screwed up there is no way in hell anyone could be ok with things — well you have to be just to get through your day — you have to look the other way or tell your self lies — you want to know why — because there is not a thing you can come up with to fix anything — you can not find anyone or anything to make things even better — now i do not know how honest you are with your self — well its time to pull your head out of where ever you have it an be honest — your arguments and your protests and your opinions — if you are honest produce nothing — there are mountains and mountains of knowledge an opinions and advise from every corner of this globe that spans all the ages — you have all your world scholars your leaders your experts — you name it they are all there — let me ask you exactly what the hell is everyone trying to do — as long as there have been humans there have been humans trying to control humans — as long as there have been humans there have been humans trying to find answers to all kinds of questions — simply put you have good guys an bad guys — but the fact is there are a bunch of humans running around doing a bunch of nothing in the scheme of things — you know you have no choice but to love people — even if they are really retarded — bless their little hearts for giving it all they have got — i have to say its a very good thing no one knows what they are doing — well let me help you out here if i can get through to you — you can relax because none of you is in charge of anything — the reason for this is not one of you is equipped to be in charge — the reason for this is you had to be someone first — its like this — you need legs before you can run — we have had alot of runners in a big race but none of the runners had legs — well dont worry you will all be getting your legs and when you do you will things will become clear — for now try to relax everything is fine — there is a creator that goes with all this creation — and there you have it

thank you
pixie an dude