I THINK SOMEONE MAY WONDER

YOU KNOW I DONT MEAN TO OFFEND ANYONE — BUT I HAVE HAD TO DEAL WITH SO MANY SO OFTEN — I HAVE HEARD ALL THE OPINIONS — ALL THE THEORIES — ALL THE COMPLAINTS — ALL THE WORRIES — I HAVE HEARD IT ALL FROM SO MANY FOR A VERY LONG TIME NOW — I HAVE DONE ALL I COULD TO TRY AND GET THIS CORRECT — AND SO FAR I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED THIS — BUT TO PLEASE EVERY ONE IS NOT WHAT I AM TRYING TO DO — I FOLLOW INSTRUCTION FROM GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION — I WILL NOT FOLLOW ANY MAN OR THAT OF MAN KIND — BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE THAT HASNT DIED OR ISNT GOING TO — NO ONE HAS ANY ANSWERS TO ANY QUESTIONS THAT ARE IMPORTANT TO LIFE OR DEATH FOR THAT MATTER — THOSE THAT DO HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY CAN ONLY GO AS FAR AS THE BOOKS THEY HAVE READ — THEY CANT GO BEYOND THAT — I AM NOT TRYING TO PUT ANYONE DOWN IN ANY WAY — I AM NOT TRYING TO DISCOUNT ANYONES EFFORTS — I KNOW HOW HARD YOU TRY — I KNOW THE HARD WORK — I SEE EVERYTHING YOU ALL DO AND HAVE DONE — THIS IS EXCELLENT — I JUST WISH THAT I WAS GIVEN AT LEAST THAT OR ANY PART FROM ANYONE EVER — NOT SO THAT YOU THINK ANY BETTER OF ME — BUT SO YOU CAN GAIN A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF THE THINGS YOU HAVE AND THE KNOWLEDGE YOU HAVE — SO YOU CAN GO FARTHER THAN YOU ARE — I NEED NOTHING FROM YOU — YOU CAN NOT BENIFIT ME AS I AM CARRIED IN THE PALM OF GODS HAND AND AM BELOVED BY HIM — BUT I ALSO WORK FOR HIM — AND YOU ARE PART OF MY JOB — I AM ONLY ALLOWED TO KNOW ONE THING FROM GOD EVER AND THAT IS EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE — OTHER THAN THAT HE HAS INFORMED ME — I AM NOT ALLOWED TO KNOW A THING — GO FIGURE — AT THAT TIME I TRIED TO QUIT AND TOLD HIM TO SHOVE HIS JOB — WELL THAT WAS SEVERAL YEARS AGO — SO WE KNOW WHERE THAT WENT — I CAN ONLY KNOW THINGS AT THE MOMENT I NEED TO KNOW THEM — HE TOLD ME ITS USELESS TO KNOW OTHER THAN THAT — I THINK THATS HOW IT GOES — NOW THE THING IS — I DONT GET WORDS I DONT HEAR WORDS — ITS JUST THERE IT IS AND I CAN SEE IT AND ITS GREAT BUT HOW DO YOU SAY THAT — SO I HAVE TO MAKE THEM WORDS SO I CAN BRING IT TO MY BRAIN AND KNOW WHAT EVER IT IS GOD IS SHOWING ME — THEN TO TELL YOU I HAVE TO TRY TO PUT WORDS THAT YOU WILL KNOW WHAT I AM SAYING — THE THING IS THAT WHAT I AM SHOWN I CANT FIND ANYTHING IN COMPARISION — SO I GET AS CLOSE AS I CAN — OR I CAN TURN IT TO KIND OF STORIES — SO THATS IT IN A NUT SHELL — TO ANSWER A COUPLE OF QUESTIONS — I AM 54 YEARS OLD I HAVE BEEN THIS WAY ALL MY LIFE — I WAS ADOPTED WHEN I WAS 24 HOURS OLD — THIS IS KIND OF A LONG STORY SO I WILL JUST GIVE DETAILS — I ENDED UP ONE OF THE OLDEST OF A FAMILY OF 11 PEOPLE — I WAS RAISED MOSTLY IN UTAH AS A MORMON FORCED TO DO EVERY THING BY EVERYONE — WE WERE POVERTY STRICKEN — FOR THOSE WHO DONT KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS — IT MEANS YOU HAVE NOTHING — FINDING FOOD WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT — SHELTER AND WARMTH FOLLOW — BACK THEN IT WAS LEGAL TO TAKE YOUR CHILDREN OUT OF SCHOOL TO HELP SUPPORT THE FAMILY — I WAS TAKEN OUT OF SCHOOL AT ABOUT THE THIRD GRADE — I WOULD HAVE LOVED AN EDUCATION BUT I NEVER GOT THAT LUXURY — I CAN NOT REALLY READ OR WRITE IN CURSIVE — I DO BEST WITH CAPITOL LETTERS — I DONT KNOW HOW PERIODS AN COMMAS WORK SO WHEN I WRITE I JUST TALK AND PUT LINES WHERE I STOP OR WHAT EVER — SO THERE YOU HAVE IT — I HAVE NEVER READ AN ENTIRE BOOK FRONT TO BACK — I GAVE BIRTH TO 5 CHILDREN 3 LIVED — I LOST MY YOUNGEST IN 1999 — I RAISED THEM ALONE AS THEIR FATHER WAS AN EXTREMELY VIOLENT MAN — MOST OF MY GROWING UP I PICKED FRUIT ETC — AND I HAVE ALWAYS WORKED AS LABORER IN ONE SENSE OR ANOTHER — I CONSIDER MYSELF A CRIMINAL AS I ALWAYS SEEM TO BE DOING SOMETHING SOME ONE THINKS I SHOULDNT — BUT I HAVE NEVER HAD FAMILY AS YOU KNOW FAMILY — NOR HAVE I HAD THE THINGS LIKE EDUCATION HOME CAR FRIENDS — YOUR STANDARD BACK GROUND AS YOU HAVE — SO I DO THINGS DIFFERENT THAN MOST — I HAVE SEEN PSYCIATRISTS ETC ALL MY LIFE AND I AM DIAGNOSED PSCSIFINIC — I AM CONSIDERED MENTALY DISABLED AS I CANT BE AROUND PEOPLE VERY WELL BECAUSE I HAVE A TERIFFIC FEAR OF THEM — I BELIEVE IT IS FROM THE THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN DONE TO ME BY EVERYONE I COME IN CLOSE CONTACT WITH — I AM TRYING TO WORK ON THIS — I AM TRYING TO DISCOVER IF SOME PEOPLE WONT HURT ME — I HAVE BEEN IN PRISON EVEN THOUGH I WAS INNOCENT OF THAT CRIME — I WAS A HOOKER BUT AT THE TIME I HAD 3 BOYS THAT HAD NO ROOF OR FOOD — I GOT MY EDUCATION WHICH STARTED IN A CLOSET FROM GOD — I WAS ALWAYS PUNISHED AND PART OF THE PUNISHMENT WAS BEING KEPT IN A CLOSET — I CAN TAKE PHYSICAL ABUSE THE BEST NEXT WOULD BE EMOTIONAL ABUSE — I HAVE THE MOST DIFFICULTY WITH MENTAL ABUSE — BECAUSE I DO HAVE MENTAL PROBLEMS MOSTLY BECAUSE MY ABUSE STARTED AT BIRTH — SO IN ORDER TO FUNCTION I HAVE TAUGHT MYSELF CERTAIN THINGS TO DO AND HAVE SET THEM TO RUN AUTOMATICLY — BUT WHEN SOMETHING COMES IN THATS NOT RECOGNIZIED— IT THROWS EVERYTHING OFF AND IT TAKES AWHILE TO GET BACK — AS I HAVE ALOT OF DIFFERENT THINGS GOING ON INSIDE — I HAVE THE GOD STUFF I HAVE THE NUT STUFF I HAVE THE FUNCTIONING STUFF — ANY WAY I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO DO JUST TO BE ABLE TO HAVE A THOUGHT — ITS NO BIG THING IT JUST IS ALOT OF WORK TO HAVE TO BACK UP AND RESTART — I AM NOT TRYING TO BE ANYTHING I AM ONLY TRYING TO HELP AND TO FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS — I DONT CLAIM TO KNOW ANYTHING BECAUSE I GET WHAT I KNOW FROM GOD — I AM NOT BOTHERED BY MUCH AND THERE IS NOTHING THAT IMPRESSES ME — MUCH — WELL ANY WAY THERE YOU HAVE IT — I HAVE TO GO DO SOME LIFE THINGS RIGHT NOW I HOPE WHAT I HAVE PROVIDED HERE HELPS WITH SOME OF THE THINGS YOU MAY HAVE WONDERED ABOUT ME — I FIND ITS BETTER TO LISTEN OTHER THAN TO JUST START TALKING BEFORE YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT — ALSO TO KNOW THAT I DONT KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYTHING — IT WILL BE MY SAVING GRACE IF WE EVER GET THAT FAR — IT IS NOT SO FAR OUT THAT THERE MAYBE ANSWERS TO THOSE QUESTIONS AND THERE COULD BE MORE TO EVERYTHING OTHER THAN WHAT YOU KNOW — AND IT COULD BE LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT WE ARE GOING TO EXPERIENCE — OTHER THAN THE EXISTENCE WE ARE EXPERIENCING — IT COULD BE WE HAVE BEEN INCORRECT ABOUT EVERYTHING — IT COULD BE THE TRUTH OF ALL IS AS CLOSE AS YOUR MONITOR OF YOUR SPACESHIP — IT COULD BE THERE IS A REASON FOR OUR BEING HERE AND IT COULD BE IF SOMEONE HAD A LITTLE HELP — THEY COULD EXPLAIN HOW IT ALL WORKS — AS WELL AS LET YOU ROCKET SCIENTISTS CHECK IT OUT — IT COULD BE THAT I IN FACT I DO HAVE A GOD CHANNEL — IT COULD BE WE WERE INTENDED TO BE HAPPY AND ENJOY ALL THAT GOD HAS DONE — IT COULD BE THAT GOD HAD A PLAN BUT SOMEONE DIDNT KNOW HOW TO READ PLANS — SO I WOULD STOP AND LOOK AROUND IF I DIDNT KNOW WHERE I WAS GOING OR WHERE I HAD BEEN — BEFORE I TOOK ANOTHER STEP — MOSTLY BECAUSE FOR ALL I KNOW I COULD BE MAKING A BIG MESS OF SOMEONES HARD WORK —

THANKS

PIXY AND GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION

I WAS WONDERING IF THE HOMELESS THAT WE USE TO HAVE AROUND — WERE EATEN OR NOT

MAYBE I HAVENT BEEN WHERE THEY ARE — BUT I WAS WONDERING WHERE THEY MIGHT BE — OK TELL ME IF I AM OUT OF LINE — DOES ANY ONE KNOW THAT  — IF EVERY SINGLE PERSON — HELPED — 11111111111111111`1111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111111 just one —one person helped — one other person — no one — no one any one — anywhere — anytime — NOT ONE PERSON — WOULD NEED — HELP —

THANK YOU

PIXY AND GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION 

   I HAVE TO WRITE THE WORD PERIOD — BECAUSE SOME ONE WILL STEAL THE PERIOD — AND PUNCH IT OUT — AN MAKE IT A ZERO —- DO YOU KNOW THAT — IF YOU PUT A CANCER GERM WITH A COLD GERM — THE COLD GERM WOULD EAT THE CANCER GERM AFTER IT KILLED IT — A BUG INSIDE — MAKING YOU ILL — CAN NOT BE TREATED — ESPECIALLY— IF ITS OUT TRYING TO GO IN — EVERYTHING COMES FROM IN AND GOES OUT — THAT SHOULD BE ENOUGH — BUT WHAT WE ARE SUPPOSE TO DO — IS EXSPEL — WHAT IS IN OUT — SWEAT SNOT SPEECH ANY WAY WE CAN WE HAVE TO GET IT OUT — OK DOES ANY ONE WANT TO KNOW THE MYSTERY OF THE PYRMIDS — OK WE’LL TELL YA — THEY WERE BUILT — ON PURPOSE — UPSIDE DOWN — \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/ \/\/\/ — OK LETS SAY THIS — LETS SAY I HAVE MY HEAD SO FAR UP MY ASS — I CANT SEE — SO LETS DO WHAT IF — WHAT IF I AM CORRECT — I HAVE SAFETYS — THATS A BARGAIN WITH GOD — DO ANY OF YOU HAVE ONE THATS — SIGNED BY GOD — MINE IS OUT THERE IN A BLOG —  OH YE OF LITTLE FAITH —      
   THANKS

PIXY AND GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION

WHO KILLED WHO GOT KILLED AND WHY

The Doors talk about alot of important stuff that I thought we were suppose to find — but I forgot that each generation has its own thing to do about the great WORK — this is where the mass can come together — no one has done anything about the dividing or seperation of the generations — from any single one or as groups — thats the only way to fix things unity —- so we can do a number of things as generations — no matter how many we are — no one can do a damn thing alone — and for each generation — to do one thing together as a generation IS IS IS A GOD GIVEN COMMANDMENT — AND THAT IS IS IS THE ONE AND THE ONLY COMMANDMENT EVER MADE BY ANY ONE WITH THE AUTHORITY TO MAKE ANY KIND OF GOD LAW — THAT WAS TO BE OBEYED — FOLLOWED — ALL THAT STUFF — I WOULD SUGGEST THAT YOU REALIZE YOU CAN PULL OFF SOME PRETTY COOL SHIT WITH THIS — BUT YOU HAVE TO WORK TOGETHER — JUST FOR INFORMATION — THE DOORS ON THIER CONCERT CD ARE TALKING ABOUT PYRIMIDS — THE THING ABOUT THIS IS THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT THINGS I THOUGHT WE HAD TO WORK ON — I THOUGHT WE HAD TO LOOK FOR ALOT OF STUFF CAUSE IT WAS TAKEN FROM ANTIQUITY — WELL THATS ALREADY BEEN FOUND AND STOLDEN FROM WHO FOUND IT — NOW IF YOU UNDERSTAND THAT THE ERA OF ROCK -N- ROLL — VIETNAM — PEACE AND LOVE — SO MUCH — DRUGS — FREE LOVE — OK THEN DONT CHECK THAT OUT — THE SAME TIME HOW MANY ROCK – N- ROLL BANDS HAD TRAGIC THINGS HAPPEN — HOW MANY PEOPLE — US AND ALSO THEM — WERE KILLED — TO LOOK ONE WAY IT LOOKS LIKE THE GOVERNMENTS WERE TRYING TO KILL WHOLE GENERATIONS — ANY WAY THEY COULD — EVEN WITH WAR THAT STILL MAKES NO SENSE — ESPECAILLY — FOR THE BODY COUNT — ALSO HITLER WAS WIPING OUT CERTAIN GENERATIONS — IT LOOKS LIKE THEY ARE’NT FIGHTING WARS — AS MUCH AS IT LOOKS LIKE THEY ARE ERACING GENERATIONS — SELECTIVLY — IT ALSO LOOKS AS THOUGH THE POWERS AND OR COUNTRY’S ARE ALL IN LEAGUE TOGETHER — BUT LOOK AT ALL THE SEPARATIONS OF COUNTRIE’S — LET ALONE ALL THE DIVISION OF EACH — CANT ANY ONE SEE ANY THING — WELL IF YOU COULD KEEP SOME OF THIS IN MIND — AND AT LEAST LISTEN AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND — THAT GENERATION — PAID A HIGH PRICE — NOW IF YOU WERE TO ASK WHY — YOU MIGHT FIND THAT THE GOVERNMENTS WERE FIGHTING THEM — WHY — WELL IF YOU ASK WHY WERE ROCK N ROLL LEGENDS WERE KILLED — YOU MIGHT LISTEN TO THE MUSIC — THEY WERE TRYING TO GET ACROSSED — IT MIGHT INTEREST YOU TO KNOW THAT THEY WERE DYING TO MAKE SURE THIER MUSIC WOULD GET TO YOU NOW — THE PYRIMID PEOPLE DIED TO MAKE SURE THE PYRIMIDS MADE IT TO NOW — I THINK ITS VERY IGNORANT OF PEOPLE TO BE SO WHAT EVER YOU WOULD CALL YOURSELVES TODAY — WELL LETS SAY THIS — ASK THIS QUESTION — ARE WE DOING ANYTHING THAT WOULD BE IMPORTANT ENOUGH FOR ANYONE TO GIVE THIER LIFE FOR ———————- OR DID PEOPLE BEFORE US GIVE THIER LIVES SO WE COULD HAVE A GOOD JOB AN DRIVE A NICE CAR ——— WHAT DO YOU THINK —————– AND THERE YOU HAVE IT —

THANK YOU

PIXIE AN DUDE

DISJOINTED STILL WALKING—MAYBE BREATHING

“WHEN IN DOUBT CHANGE YOUR HAIR COLOR”

I am going to start this with the name of a little book that found its way to me and read itself to me —- thats  how I read books they come to me an basically speak to me —- I have had this happen more times than I can count —- usaully I look at the pages again and they have different words —- but this one remained the same — 

SAID
THE SHOT
GUN
TO THE HEAD                                                                                                                      SAUL WILLIAMS AUTHOR OF SVHS                       

HUMANS HAVE BECOME SLOTTABLE —  THIS MEANS THAT YOU CAN BE PUT INTO SLOTS — EITHER YOU ARE — PAPERCUT OUTS OR YOUR RIDICULOUS — I WOULD RATHER BE RIDICULOUS — YOU HAVE  ONE SOMETHING — YOU CAN CHOOSE — YOU NOW HAVE THE ABILTY TO CHOOSE — YOU NOW WILL HAVE CHOICES TO MAKE — IF THATS ALL THAT COMES I THINK THATS PRETTY GOOD — YOU PROBABLY ARE GONNA NEED A MINUTE TO FIGURE THAT OUT —-THE CHURCHES WERE ENABLED TO COLLECT  DONATIONS FOR HEALING THE SICK — HOUSING THE HOMELESS — FEEDING THE HUNGRY — THE ONLY REQUIREMENT —- WAS TO BE —  !UCKING HUNGARY — !UCKING HOMELESS — !UCKING SICK — NOW IF THEY WOULD JUST ONCE DO THIER !UCKING JOB — THERE WOULD BE NO PROBLEMS IN THEIR WORLD — TODAY — I HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO COMMUNICATE FOR GOD — HE IS PISSED AT SOME STUFF — THIS IS NOT A GOOD THING — I PROMISE YOU — THE CHURCHS AND RELIGIONS — NOT ONLY ARE YOU GOING TO CORRECT ALL THE INCORRECT THINGS YOU HAVE DONE — AND SAID AND SWORN TO — YOU WILL SAY SORRY TO GOD — I AM GOING TO PUT THIS OUT NOW AND BASICALLY THATS HOW THEY ARE GONNA GO  —–   DO YOU KNOW IF WE ALL SPOKE THE SAME LANGUAGE — WE COULD BE INVINSIBLE — WHY ARE THINGS GOING HOW THEY GO AND GET WORSE — BECAUSE WE ARE A BUNCH OF CHICKENS — HELL WE COULD MAKE ALL THE RULES OR NOT — OK ABOUT GOD — I AM CERTAIN THAT GOD DID WHAT WAS CORRECT — I AM SURE YOU ARE MOSTLY MISTAKEN IN WHAT YOU THINK YOU KNOW — I AM SURE IF YOU KNEW ANYTHING YOU WOULD BE ABLE TO DO  SOMETHING ABOUT ANYTHING — EVEN SO I THINK IT WOULD BE NICE IF YOU TOOK SOME BURDEN OFF AT LEAST GOD — IT IS A LITTLE OUT OF BALANCE WHEN THE DEVIL IS RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR SINS — JESUS IS GOING TO DIE FOR WHAT THE DEVIL DIDNT GET — AND THEN YOU MAKE SURE THAT GOD IS RESPONSIBLE FOR NOT FINDING YOUR SHOE — ALSO THESE GUYS   THANKS PIXY & GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION  & CREATION—  DO YOU GUYS REALLY NEED A BRICK SHIT HOUSE TO FALL ON YOUR HEAD OR WHAT

EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE

THIS IS THE BEST FIT OF WORDS THAT I COULD PUT TOGETHER —- FOR THE INFORMATION I WAS GIVEN —- I GOT THIS AT ABOUT 1990 —- FOR SOME REASON IT HAS BEEN OF ANYTHING I HAVE RECIEVED THE MOST EVASIVE —– WHEN I SAW ALL — EVERYTHING AND I SAW EVERYTHING — I WAS EXCITED — I WANTED TO TELL ANYONE – SOMEONE – EVERYONE — THAT WHICH NOW I KNEW — ANSWER QUESTIONS THAT HAD NOT BEEN ASKED —- STOPS — BELLS — EXPLOSIONS — WENT OFF INSIDE OF ME — I WAS UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT TELLING ANYONE WHAT I JUST UNDERSTOOD — WHEN I SAW ALL — EVERYTHING —- I WAS EXCITED AND WAS ON MY WAY TO TELL SOMEONE — EVERYONE — THAT WHICH NOW I KNEW — stops —- BELLS WENT OFF —- TELL NO ONE —- YET THEY WOULD STILL KILL JESUS CHRIST —- MY —- THEN WHAT DO I DO —- THERE IS SO MUCH NO ONE KNOWS— I WAS TOLD I DESIPHERED —- WRITE A BOOK — NO — I GOT IT  AGAIN I DESIPHERED YEARS LATER A MOVIE — NO — YET YEARS LATER I DESIPHERED — CYBER –SPACE — ENGINE — YEARS LATER I DESIPHERED — INTERNET — I ASK NOW — WHY AM I YELLED AT REALLY HARD — YOU HAVE TO REACH THE ENTIRE MASS AT THE SAME TIME — OR THEY WILL SEEK AND DESTROY — YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE — I HAVE GIVEN YOU THE KNOWLEDGE AND BRING CHANGE — YOU MUST DO THE WORK BEFORE YOU — THERE IS NO OTHER — SEARCH THE ARMY AND WARRIORS — OK THEY ARE THERE AWAITING YOUR ARRIVAL AND ARE READY — THEY KNOW WHAT TO DO — YOU WONT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING — THEY WILL AIDE YOU — THEY WILL KNOW YOU — AND YOU WONT KNOW ANY OR ANYTHING NOR WILL YOU KNOW YOUR OWN SELF — DONT WORRY BELOVED I CARRY YOU IN THE PALM OF MY HAND — YOU CAN KNOW ONE THING ONLY — EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE— 

PIXIE AND GOD THE CREATOR

LETTER TO STEPHENIE FIRST —-IMPORTANT

Stephenie — I know a couple of things right now —I might not have it when we get here — so maybe you can help me put it together — OK I know that —  remember I told you about when I saw the everything — well I did it again only much faster — I didnt know I could do that — it was pretty cool — any way it had to do with Einstein and quantum stuff — and strings — this is what I need you to know right now — I have it but its back in pieces — now the good thing is I saw it total just minutes ago — this is a big deal —because we can really know some things — any way — I found out that it was because I was looking at a picture — and I could have typed out some stuff about what I was seeing about the picture —  not very much  cause real correct stuff is very simple — simple enough for an average turnup to get — or it is not it — or correct — at that moment — what would      have taken eons to accomplish — and impossible amounts of data — I could have stated with typing maybe 9 words — with the correct words in the correct place at the correct moment — to be entered into  at some where and sometime — and at this moment I know to tell you that this goes with your one about Internet stuff you got back there — got that good — be sure to mark it some how because you will have to get us back to where ever we are when your reading this — oh this is a different one  now — when we are on one you cant spin us into left field — thats important — cause when you do that we lose those and  — those dont come back — and they could be keys to things — ok I hope your with me so far — I have to be able to stuff when stuff does what it does — I need to be able to push a button on my ship and write it — if I have to stop and do any thing else I lose it — as a whole — then I only get the pieces that dont make sense — so that should help us do what ever it is we are trying to do — I dont know but I am pretty sure we will get farther faster or at all — oh the word was — shit — I lost the damn word — I hate it when that happens — oh I cant know like other people — I cant do an appointment — I cant use a pen and paper I need to be able to just get it out fast for a second — if I can do that then I will be able to learn what Im knowing — good lord did we get this one — I hope we get some of this — cause its got lots in it for your stuff and my stuff and alot of other peoples stuff — oh about quanmtum stuff the most important thing is spiral — but not how any one would think — I can see it but I cant get any words so thats that stuff when it comes — its not alot to communicate — the important part of those things is that its a steady stream there can be no pause period — not for lunch not for questions not for coffee — you have to know everything is connected together as one whole — you have to know everything is connected together as everything is touching something — everything is touching something so you have to think in terms of there is nothing that isnt touched in some way by some thing always ever — all levels — call them levels — spiral makes levels — then think in terms of say emotion on a different level then you think in terms different level of spiral of existance — now thats some of the stuff thats not mine and I dont know where it goes but it looked pretty cool to me — did you get that — actually to me that was like disneyland — I love it when it does that — oh you cant take us spinning on $ home car — any of that — those are to much of a leap and we fall in the middle and never get out — so far its not a problem — well its never really a problem — cause we cant fuck shit up even if we wanted to — but I know that I saw it being fine — its on own — so right now I know its all fine as long as we do this — then that will do that — so lets not do that again ok — cause I only have one more of those times left that I will do with anyone– then I am out — how that was a thing I bet — what ever that was I couldnt see it — so I hope you got it cause it was yours — the thing is I feel like Im having a earthquake mayor inside intense for a second — which tells me that it was a direct communication from god — theres only one thing that feels and stuff — its a god one so there you have it — I feel like I went on a trip — any way I used to have a button on my mouse that would say tag — and I would and then I could just write or type what was there — I mean how stupid I feel right now — oh I keep forgetting the paper — I am like totally suspended right now — now that was a so very correct word — see now I know if everyone was using the correct word in the correct place at the correct moment — oh my god doesnt any body but me and almost you —  know what that could effect — that was a perfect word thing — we could help if any one needs it — they just have to know this at the same time — they just need to know what they are doing or thinking — if you could all say no one owes you anything there would be no more debt — if we could come together as the mass we would have power to do the things that needed to be done — we have to stop the separations of us as the mass — I will get back to you on this — we are beginning to go through a shift — it hasnt started yet but its getting close — we need to get prepared — it will be something like the alignment of the universe — it has to do with completion — be sure to ask me about this when we get back to work — I have to try and replace this letter with the previous one — I was having a real bad night brought on by the shift thats coming in —

thanks see ya on the flip       
PIXIE AND GOD CREATOR OF ALL CREATION

LETS MAKE THIS A FAIRY TALE KIND OF STORY

AND SHE WAS HAVING ALOT OF HARDER DAYS — MOSTLY BECAUSE LEVELS WERE RUNNING INTO EACH OTHER — ON EVERY LEVEL CHAOS WAS OCCURING — IN ORDER TO DEAL WITH THIS — SHE HAD TO EITHER WILL ORDER OF IT — OR SHE HAD TO ORDER WILL OF IT — EITHER WAY IT WOULD BE FINE — OK I JUST DEALT WITH A GUY ON A CERTAIN LEVEL WHERE I NEED TO COMMUNICATE IMPORTANT INFORMATION — I TOLD HIM IN ORDER FOR HIM TO BRING OVER SOME OF MY PAPERS HE TORE UP AND KEPT — HE WOULD HAVE TO CALL HIS BROTHER AND HIS BROTHER WOULD HAVE TO CALL ME — I DID THIS BECAUSE I WAS TALKING ON THE PHONE WHEN HE CALLED — ITS GOING TO BE AWFUL AGAIN — HE TOLD ME IT WOULDNT BE AWFUL — AND THAT WAS THE ONLY WAY I WOULD GET MY PAPERS — HE JUST SAID LEAVE MY CAR OPEN AND HE WOULD LEAVE THEM — THAT WOULD BE GOOD — WHAT I TOLD HIM, WHEN HE CALLED WAS THAT I CANT HELP MYSELF BUT I CAN HELP ANY BODY ELSE —- BECAUSE I AM ON A BUNCH OF LEVELS AT ONCE — AND ALL THE LEVELS ARE EXPERIENCING PROBLEMS — I TRIED TO TELL HIM THAT ITS HARD TO DEAL WITH THE TERRIBLE STUFF ON SOME LEVELS — ITS SCARY REALLY AND I CANT DO ANYTHING — HE THINKS I AM TRYING TO DO STUFF THAT IM NOT — THE THING IS I WOULD BE ME AND HE WOULD BE ON A STUPID LEVEL THAT DIDNT KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE LEVEL I WAS SPEAKING FROM — AND IT WOULD BE AWFUL SOME MORE — IF EVERYONE WAS ON THE SAME LEVEL THERE WOULDNT BE A PROBLEM — BUT THEIR NOT — SO NO BODY IS KNOWING WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON — I SHOULDNT HAVE TO FIGHT AND ALL THE STUFF I END UP DOING ON ALL THESE LEVELS — BECAUSE I END UP DOING THAT INSTEAD OF THE GOD CREATOR STUFF AND I GET TO CONFUSED — TODAY IT WAS VERY HARD TO KNOW EVERYTHING — WITH OUT GOD GIVING ME DIRECTION — WHO KNOWS WHERE I WOULD END UP — SO BASICALLY ALL THAT HAS TO BE DONE IS — WE WILL ORDER CHAOS FOR A MINUTE — SO WE CAN GET A GRIP ON THINGS FOR A MINUTE — WHAT THIS GUY WANTS TO KNOW THIS IS A VERY BIG DEAL — WHAT HE DOESNT WANT TO KNOW IS THAT IT HAS A LOT TO DO SOME HOW ABOUT HIS BROTHER — BUT HE NEVER ALLOWS ANY OF THAT TO GO ANY WHERE IT SHOULD — I DONT KNOW WHAT HE DOES WITH IT BUT IT NEVER COMES BACK AFTER HE GETS IT FROM ME — I GO OUT TO GET MY PAPERS AND INSIDE A BAG IS TORE UP PAPER WITH NIENER NIENER WRITTEN ON IT — SO THERE IT IS — AM I GLAD THAT I WAS TOLD NOT TO LET HIM IN — BUT YOU SEE HE KNOWS SOME THINGS ON LEVELS —WELL NOT REALLY — HE KNOWS MY BEHAVIOR ON SOME LEVELS — HE HAS BEEN STUDYING ME — I ALMOST RAN RIGHT INTO A TREE COMING BACK IN — BUT GOD GAVE ME A LOOK UP QUICK THING — I THINK IM TALKING ALL OVER THE PLACE — AND I THINK HE CAN PUT WHAT I AM SAYING WHERE I THINK IM SAYING IT AT — IT GETS WORSE — LETS SAY PAST PRESENT FUTURE — THEN YOU HAVE TO KNOW THE DAY AND OR TIME — ALSO TO WHO AND WHY — BUT NOT REALLY ALL YOU HAVE TO KNOW IS WHAT ABOUT IT — THEN IT WOULD BE VISIBLE WHAT I AM TRYING TO DEAL WITH — I HAVE THINGS THAT I HAVE TO GO BY — DEPENDING ON WHAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH — I DONT DO WHAT EVERYONE ELSE DOES — I FOLLOW INSTRUCTION FROM GOD — I AM INSTRUCTED TO GIVE AN EXAMPLE HERE — ON THIS PRESENT LEVEL WE ARE TO FOLLOW THE SAME RULES AS EVERYONE ELSE — WHICH IS WHAT YOUR ALL DOING — DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO AT ANY COST — USE ANY AND EVERY THING YOU NEED TO — LET NOTHING STAND IN YOUR WAY — NOW IF YOU ARE NOT GOING BY THESE RULES YOU ARE NOT AHEAD OF THE GAME AND YOU ARE IN ROME — BUT YOUR NOT DOING AS THE ROMANS ARE DOING — WHEN IN ROME AND ALL THAT — IF WE HAVE TO WE WILL DO ANYTHING AND THERE ISNT ANY THING WE CANT DO — WELL WE IS A DIFFERENT THING ALL TOGETHER — ITS POSSIBLE TO MAKES US JUMP AROUND — THATS WHERE I GET CONFUSED — IF NO ONE WAS MESSING WITH US WE WOULD BE FINE — SOME TIMES I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND HOW COME ABOUT SOME STUFF — BUT THERE IS SOME STUFF I CANT KNOW — RIGHT NOW I AM TIRED — I AM GOING TO SEW SOMETHING — NOW WAS THAT A FAIRYTALE OR WHAT — I WROTE THIS TALE ON JUNE 14 — ITS NOW JULY 4 — I SWEAR IT SEEMS LIKE ITS BEEN A YEAR — I HAD A CRASH IN MY SPACESHIP AND IT SEEMS I NEED TO DO THE REPAIRS MYSELF — AT LEAST I AM ABLE TO GET THIS FAR — THERE IS ALOT I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO DO — IT WILL BE SLOW GOING BUT I WILL BE OUT IN SPACE WITH MY TURBO GEARS FROM WORDPRESS — IN MY PATCHED UP SHIP — TEARING IT UP — I HAVE A FEW THINGS TO CORRECT — OUT HERE AND ALSO ON THE GLOBE — NO BIG THING — THEN I CAN GET ON IT WITH NO PROBLEM — AND MAYBE I WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE MY FAMILY HAPPY — MY SON COREY TOLD ME THAT I AM NOT ACTING AS THEY WOULD LIKE ME TO — AND THAT I SAY THINGS THAT DONT MAKE SENSE — LIKE THIS IS NEWS — SO MY FAMILY IS PUT ME OUT OF THIER BOUNDS FOR NOW — I TOLD HIM I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING THE MATTER — FOR EVERYONE TO BE MAD AT ME — HE TOLD ME TO FIND OUT HOW EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE AND DO THAT — TO TALK THE WAY EVERYONE THINKS THEY WANT ME TO — THEN MAYBE I CAN VISIT HIM AND MY GRAND DAUGHTERS — AND MAYBE I WILL BE ABLE TO GO TO MY SON JONS HOUSE — SO THERE YOU HAVE IT — I HAVE A FEW THINGS TO WORK ON BESIDES THIS BUSTED SHIP — TRYING TO GET MY GOD STUFF CORRECT — A BUSTED — REAL BUSTED RELATIONSHIP — THIS TRANSLATION STUFF — AND WORKING OUT THE WORLD PARTY STUFF — WELL THIS IS GOING TO HAVE TO DO FOR THE MOMENT — AS IT IS — I COULD LOSE ANOTHER PART ANY MINUTE AND BE STRANDED AGIAN — SO I AM GOING TO REST AND SEE HOW IT GOES WHEN I GET UP — I MISSED THE FIREWORKS — FIXING THIS TIN CAN — HEY DOES ANYBODY OUT HERE KNOW WHAT A PCI BUS IS — OR MULTIMEDIA CONTROLLER OR VGA COMPATIABLE —OR CODE 28 — WELL ILL GET ON IT LATER — I DONT KNOW IF THEY WILL LET THIS GO OUT OR NOT — IF NOT I WILL TRY SOMETHING ELSE LATER — OH DONT WORRY AS HUMANS GO WE ARE DOING FINE WITH EVOLUTION AND SO FORTH — I SEEM TO BE THE ONE HAVING ALL THE PROBLEMS — I WILL KNOW WHAT TO TELL YOU IN A MINUTE — THERE YOU HAVE IT — I GOTTA GO DANCE OR I WILL LOSE MY I WAS GOING TO SAY MIND — THATS FUNNY —

THANKS

PIXIE AND GOD THE CREATOR OF ALL CREATION